Monday, August 31, 2009


Know what's on my mind now?
I hope someone gets swine flu,
go inside teacher's office,
hug every single teacher,
and we can fuhreaking delay trials.
DJ AM passed away. rest in peace. I'll stil listen to your album all day long.
patriotic much by spending all day figuring out how to write a karangan.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

& There Went Kor, Again.

Ronald Macdonald, idiot laughing at idiot-er. socially retarded.

We'll just let the pictures do the talking..

Dinner at some restaurant near my house. Me, Purdy, Daryll, Kor.The prettiest woman on earth, my mommy. (: P-P-P Posing for the camera.

We scream like an ice-cream!

Another *hey I'm too cool to look at the camera so just take me while I'm looking away* shot.

The LIMs. with a tad bit of sugar on the table. (:

Gonna miss you once again, without quarreling you for no reasons and waking you up every single with my 4 alarms for these few weeks. 4months till you're back again and I'll party every single day with you cos SPM will be over by then. God bless and take care.

*vanwasere. (:

Thursday, August 27, 2009

SPM Timetable.

Click on picture.

What a great way to start my morning by reading this mail.
I detest biology, sejarah and malay.

Let me tell all of you a story.
As I was studying, I understand myself more.
I realised that,
I suck at memorizing.
Big time.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Bum. 200th post.

This is my kor kor.
His name is Isaac Lim Huan-Wei.
He is 20 years old.
He is a Tech-Geek and he is very good in computer.
He is going back to Korea on Saturday.
& this is how he sleeps.

pretty awesome to have a brother like me huh?

My bro has been back for almost 2 months now but i barely spent time with him cos firstly, I've been spending time with my books and secondly, he goes out every single day. But I'll definitely spend time with him when he's back after my SPM.

Luke 22:46, He said to them, " Why are you sleeping? Get up and pray that you will not fall into temptation."

I've been falling asleep on my books alot and waking up the next day feeling all guilty and stressed up. I've no ideaa why my head hurts so much now & I just want to get through this phase of my life, real quick.

i need a life, right now.
SPM, you're the biggest bum on earth.
*vanwasere. (:
I'm having a major headache right now even though it's 8 in the morning.

God help me.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Great! Just Great?

Sometimes, I think my highlighter is taller than my apartment, just sometimes.FIX YOUR FACE-COACHELLA by TRAVIS BARKER & DJ AM. Dig 'em, till a hole appeared.

I love hip hop and I cannot lie. Go figure what song's that.
My week has been filled with Bible Knowledge of Acts and Luke, and I've just done reading through once and I've a trials later. I skipped class dinner yesterday but ended up sleeping at 8pm and the family plus church friends headed out to Broga Hill ( I don't know how it's spelled ) to see sunrise but I'm here bumming with my BK book and a half an hour break with Travis Barker and DJ AM rocking the silence in my room.
I remembered when I was form 1 and Yun Tjin, who's currently drummer of Broken Scars(Youtube it) from church asked me which drummer I looked up to when I was auditioning for worship team, and the first name that came into my mind was Travis Barker. I've been looking up to him ever since then.

Many people might think that Travis Barker is too "cliche", I don't completely agree with it nor do i completely disagree with it. So what if he plays simple beats and everyone thinks he's better than him? Just listen to his beats, simple stuff but it fills in all the emptiness in the band, the song and making it whole. Look at the way he hit the drums, now that's passion! He was definitely the backbone for Blink 182 and I was pretty sad when they had an argument that time. A three man band making music sounds so good. Ivan says, " One can put a 10man band playing their individual instruments yet sound empty."

Travis Barker's real lucky to have Dj AM playing music together with him too as DJ AM's really good with the thing he does and it connects with the crowd. I would be pretty darn thankful and blessed if I had a DJ AM mixing all the tunes that's in my head and doing his stuff. One word for this album, DOPE!
I've been spending alot of time reading my girlfriends. I destest them so much but yet I've to show so much love for them.

Other than that, trials is a week time and I don't think I'll ever be ready unless H1N1 closes the school down and we'll have one more week at home to study. No one will ever be ready for exams though cos we'll never know what's coming out for exam. So, it's all up to God. Reveal the questions in my dream pretty pretty please? :D

I've been sleeping too much and my body clock's pretty screwed up right now. Been taking my daily doses of Neslo, 3 spoons of Milo, 2 spoons of Nescafe and whole lots of condense milk or milk powder.

I'm throwing my social life away for these 4 months for SPM, for real. Maybe. A random acronym for SPM, see pretty monkey!

I'm looking forward for the day when SPM ends it'll definitely be glorious. I miss everyone, I miss shopping, I miss talking crap all day long.
Samuel Lim, admitted to hospital the other day due to pneumonia, get well soon yeap? Do keep him in your prayers as he's gotta study for trials.
I'm so dope that I make you look like a rope.
Signing out from temptation, which's my computer name.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Peace For The Stressed Soul.

Psalms 23:3
he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.

John 14:27
Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.

2 Thessalonians 3:16
Now may the Lord of peace himself give you peace at all times and in every way. The Lord be with all of you.

Daily quiet time with God, what a crucial moment in life that is not to be missed.

& I'm learning to breathe.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

So, She Said.

This is how I roll when I can't sleep at 3 in the morning, yo.

&I'm overjoyed and dumbfounded at the same time.
pretty awesome.

*vanwasere. (:

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Boys Will Be Strong.

John Mayer- lalalove you awesome.
That's his new song but it's something random from him.
go figuree. (:

This is a Frangipani. I couldn't get you one so i got you a picture. yeah?

Boys, you can break

You'll find out how much they can take

Boys will be strong

And boys soldier on

But boys would be gone without the warmth from

A womans good, good heart

So yes?

*vanwasere. (:

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Have you asked yourself? Why in the world are you here on this earth? I've been asking myself that question quite a lot lately, and I found the answer, actually more of being reminded again this morning.

Acts 20:24
I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me- the task of TESTIFYING TO THE GOSPEL OF GOD'S GRACE.

Sometimes, when things don't seem to go the way i want it to be, i find life quite meaningless. I had this mindset before to get rich and famous and succesful is the pathway of life and boom we die and nothing else matters cos i've already got my ticket to heaven. That was naive thinking.

It's quite tempting to live my life by my own and trust myself in doing everything. I can be real naive when it comes to life. I fall, I cry, I can't stand by my own. There's this chinese song when we used to sing when we were young, "When you fall, you pick yourself up by your own." To think bout it, it's not that easy to pick ourselves up as we grow older when loads are put on your back. Faith, is this vocabulary, feeling, emotion losing its meaning in my life? I hope not as I hold on to God's promise and rely on Him to pick me up everyday.

So what if one have everything in this world? It doesn't matter cos when you're leaving earth one day to wherever you believe you're going to go, you can't bring those things with you.

I know I'm not getting what i want in life. I just read an article about "unanswered" prayer.

"It's not that God didn't answer your prayer. He did. He said "No"."

Be content with what you have in life, Ivan. I should get my purpose in life straight instead of being ignorant of everything cos ignorance ain't my bestfriend.

Now I know why on earth am I here for, so what am I going to do about it?

*vanwasere. thoughts.