Story Of A Future Old School Rocker.

Reflection.

2012-01-01T04:09:00.000-08:00

2011 has no doubt been a year of learning and gaining many new experiences for me. There were tons of things that I'm thankful for, there were also tons of things that I wished I could turn back time to undo it. God is gracious, way too gracious to me. All in all, I thank God that I'm still alive, breathing the air that I'm breathing right now.

So here it goes, the people and experience that I'm thankful for... (in no particular order)

1. A-levels Results

Studying A-Levels at Help College has been a crazy ride for me. A-levels exam was a rough time for me but God is way too good to me to bless me with 2A*'s and 2A's. I never expected myself to score that kind of results because I was really struggling through it. Praise the Lord!

2. COLLEGE

College Friends

Every single one of you that I've met in college, know that I will definitely remember you all for life.

Further Maths Geeks

(Sihao, Yoke, Kevin, Daph, Chiong, Fionna, Genie, Carmen, Eric and the rest. & not to forget Mr Sam for educating us for this 1 and a half years.)

These bunch were the ones that made my college life interesting. Cherish every single one of you to bits.

Lynn.

The twin sister. Thanks for always being there when I needed someone and all the times that we've shared.

Nat nat.

Vanatalie till the end of times. Thanks for being the crazy insane you that bring smiles to everyone and just being a close friend to me.

Ali Bahremand.

The Iranian brother I never had. I miss you tons bro. We'll definitely meet again someday.

Chin Wen Pinnn.

You are a jolly good fellow. Thanks for all the talks that we had.

My birthday dinner after our last further maths paper in second semester. Thanks for celebrating it with me.

Physics class peeps.

(Nick, Ritesh, Chern, Ryan, Arshant, Lionel, Yoke, Hui Shiung and Ms Lilian)

This crazy bunch. Thanks for being the jokers in my college life.

Chemistry class.

(I can't find the picture!)

First of all, thank you Ms Ng for putting in so much hard work to educate us. All of the classmates in this class, thanks for being in my life.

A-Levels Prom

(Kevin, Me, Munyee, Yoke, Chiong, Lynn, Carmen, Fionna, Aik)Hyperblades.

It was definitely a good experience picking up dodgeball, playing in competitions and meeting all of you. Hope everything is well with everybody.

The A-race

Thank you student council for organising this event. Know that the RM1k that we won is in good hands.

SASA (Student Achiever Scholarship Award)

Thank you for giving me the scholarship to study in HELP to ease my parent's financial burden, or not I wouldn't even be studying in HELP and gaining this whole experience. Thanks Kin Ho for leading us and teaching us how to lead others too.

3. High School Mates.

Though things are different for every single one of us, know that I still cherish you all in my heart.
Dinner at Ampang Point

(Teckyan, Xinhui, Jeremy, bum, RahrahLee, KinkyTan, Shaws, Bigbird, Mr Paul, Zech)

Paramotoring.

where we flew high up in the sky wheeeee~

4. The Gap Year. Which road should I take?

After A-Levels, I decided not to go straight to university like all my other friends. It's because I couldn't afford to go overseas to pursue Engineering as it is too costly for my family. Initially, I was frustrated about the whole situation that I was going through. I questioned God about everything that was going on. But now I can see very clearly that everything happens for a reason. Matthew 6:33-34 became real to me. I thank God for rebuking me though His word and assuring me though these 2 verses. I knew I wasn't even seeking God's kingdom and His righteousness, so I knew I had to do something with my life.

5. CAMBODIA

During these few months, God has opened a lot of doors for me to serve Him. The first one was Cambodia trip in August with the Super 9 team for 9days!

Super 9 !

Top- Joel, me, Sean, Jeremy, Moks

Bottom- Sarah, Eilyn, Val, Eunice
CAMBODIANS.

The youth camp that we led, seeing the youth so hungry for God really did inspired me and got me questioning what in the world am I doing with my own life.

Going to Cambodia was THE turning point in my life. To cut the whole story short, God revealed to me His sovereignty in my life and I'm hopeless without Him. Being so comfortable in my life with everything I have can be pretty dangerous as I tend to be lukewarm in my life, thinking that I can go through another day without God. One thing that really hit me so hard in the face is when I saw all the youth study their Bible and wanting so much more from it. Even though the people there are not so well educated, they really take the time to understand the Bible and live according to the Word. Man, that was inspiring. Thank You God for revealing the weaknesses in my life.

6. CILI PADI CAMP.

In December, I was given the opportunity to be the Camp Coordinator for XYZ year end camp. It was a huge responsibility as I was the one planning the whole thing. I've learned a lot through this whole experience. There were few times that I just felt so helpless, thinking that I'm all alone in this journey. But God has assured me that even though my friends will fail me, He never will. I thank God for MOKS who gave me this chance to lead.

The best thing was definitely seeing my Cell Group, E2 having a change after this camp. God definitely has His ways and I'm still amazed to see how He works.

People that I'm thankful for...

7. My Family.
I thank God because I have the bestest of the best family in the world. I love my family.

Dad- Thank you for sacrificing your time with mommy to work in Brunei so that you can save up for my University fees. I know it's a really big sacrifice because you love mommy a lot, so thank you.

Mom- You're the most beautiful woman in my life. Thank you for providing us with the food on the table every day. Thank you for taking care of us and showing us sacrificial love.

Kor- Thank you for bearing with all my nonsense every single day. It must be really hard to be you to have a brother like me yet still love me for who I am.

8. MOKS aka Malvin Ong

with Abednego and Moks in Cambodia.

This year, you've definitely impacted my life in many ways. From Cambodia trip to XYZ Cili Padi Camp, I've learned so much from you especially in your efficiency in getting things done. I admire the way you want to serve people every opportunity you get and knowing that you want to do as much as you can in the life on earth. I'm glad that you're gonna be a daddy soon. I'll definitely tell your kids about how you've impacted my life, & definitely how crazy you are also. haha.

9. JACK. Where's Jill? & the Beanstalk.
Continue living for God. Thanks for encouraging in many ways to stay close with God.

10. Symphony Ong.
Through these years, I really do appreciate the wise words that you've said to me. You really have no idea how you've helped me through my life. Especially during the lowest times of my life, you were a true friend when I needed someone. Continue to be a blessing to others like how you are to me. I know that I wouldn't be able to find someone like you. I really do hope for the best for you when you're in Aussie. Know that you're someone that I truly cherish.

11. Eilyn aka Pork Chops
Thank you for being a true friend. It's amazing how you are an example to others especially to the girls in E2. Observing the way you live your life inspires me to be a testimony to others too. Thank you for being someone who I can talk to just about anything, and thank you for having the courage to rebuke me of my ways because you care.

poop masters. I miss all of us together, a lot. :/

12. C2. (and C1 in the picture)
Thankyou Ah Fai Kor for being a great example to me. Thank you people in C2 who have been teaching me the Word of God every single time I meet with all of you.

13. Sampathood.

Man, look at how much we've grown through all these years. Thanks for letting me hang out with all of you even though I'm one year younger. Till the day we die, we'll be together in this family, sampathood.

14. E2 itu diaaa!

All of you peeps are the most amazing bunch that I've ever met. I know I'm excited to walk in this journey with all of you this year. I don't know if my time is limited with all of you, but I know I would want to grow with you all as much as I can. I'm sorry for being a lost leader myself for few years and only being awakened this year, it is by God's grace that I now see His sovereignty. I'm excited to see how God is going to use us this year. Appreciate you peeps to bits.

15. The Brotherhood.

Thank you Victor for sacrificing so much time to impart to our lives. Melvin, Joel, Ryan, Ben Phoon and Ronnie, thank you all for being brothers to me.

16. Being a Teacher.
Daniel and Eric. The cutest Korean kids ever.

After A-Levels, I was offered a job to teach English, Maths, Mandarin and whatever I can help out with in a Korean Centre. Until now, I still teach at the centre once in awhile.

Never in a million years I would expect myself to be a teacher. God has provided me with private tuitions outside teaching Maths and Science related subjects. I really thank God for providing me with students even though I didn't ask for anything. God really does provides me with what I need. On top of that, I get to impart knowledge to the younger generation and in a way gives me chance to share the Gospel with them when I can. Thank you Moks once again for inspiring me to touch the younger generation's lives by educating them and also providing me with students.

Love of God.

For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast.

(Ephesians 2:8-9 ESV)

It's crazy love indeed; how God wants to use a sinner like me for His kingdom. My purpose in this life is just to obey His Word and commands because I don't own anything, not even my life. I know I'm made for Him and not Him for me.

Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord and not for men.

(Colossians 3:23 ESV)

I'm excited where God will lead me this year. I don't know what the future holds, but I'm still sure as ever who holds my future.

2011 has come to past, we should want to live according to the Word, preach the Gospel to others, preach the Gospel to ourselves daily, be reminded of the cross, make disciples for His kingdom and most importantly, not lose the love for God and for other people.

I am truly thankful for God using me and being real in my life. You are Sovereign.

*vanwasere. (:

Faith.

2011-09-05T05:11:00.000-07:00

5th of September 2011.

Gap year officially starts today. I really don't know what my future holds, but I know who holds my future.

Insanity Fit Test Day 1. Can I make it to the 60th day ?

钱不是问题, 开心就好 : money is definitely not everything in life.

I'm excited of what God is gonna reveal to me this year. Dear Lord, thank you for giving me this life and this season of my life just to seek you and understand you. Whatever the outcome is, be it good or bad, You are in control.

Faith: It is the confident assurance in the character and nature of God; a strong or unshakeable belief in something, without proof or evidence.

Faith is what pleases God. “And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those who earnestly seek him.” Hebrews 11:6. I learned that my faith is not about all of my beliefs and convictions. I have a ton of those, but those things are not what pleases God. What pleases God is when I put every ounce of my trust, my faith in Him even when I do not know the outcome, when I do not understand and when I may not get my way.

Read more: http://blogcritics.org/culture/article/faith-vs-belief/page-3/#ixzz1X5GM2axU

*vanwasere. becauseYouarethetrueGod. (:

10 Reasons to Believe in a God Who Allows Sufferings.

2011-08-01T07:21:00.000-07:00

Natural disasters. Terrorist acts. Injustice. Incurable disease. All these experiences point to suffering, and can cause people to question the love and goodness of a God who would let such things occur. In this publication, we seek to consider who God is, and why we can trust Him even when life hurts—and we don’t know why.

Suffering Comes With The Freedom To Choose

Loving parents long to protect their children from unnecessary pain. But wise parents know the danger of over-protection. They know that the freedom to choose is at the heart of what it means to be human, and that a world without choice would be worse than a world without pain. Worse yet would be a world populated by people who could make wrong choices without feeling any pain. No one is more dangerous than the liar, thief, or killer who doesn’t feel the harm he is doing to himself and to others (Genesis 2:15-17).

Pain Can Warn Us Of Danger

We hate pain, especially in those we love. Yet without discomfort, the sick wouldn’t go to a doctor. Worn-out bodies would get no rest. Criminals wouldn’t fear the law. Children would laugh at correction. Without pangs of conscience, the daily dissatisfaction of boredom, or the empty longing for significance, people who are made to find satisfaction in an eternal Father would settle for far less. The example of Solomon, lured by pleasure and taught by his pain, shows us that even the wisest among us tend to drift from good and from God until arrested by the resulting pain of their own shortsighted choices (Ecclesiastes 1-12; Psalms 78:34-35; Romans 3:10-18).

Suffering Reveals What Is In Our Hearts

Suffering often occurs at the hand of others. But it has a way of revealing what is in our own hearts. Capacities for love, mercy, anger, envy, and pride can lie dormant until awakened by circumstances. Strength and weakness of heart is found not when everything is going our way but when flames of suffering and temptation test the mettle of our character. As gold and silver are refined by fire, and as coal needs time and pressure to become a diamond, the human heart is revealed and developed by enduring the pressure and heat of time and circumstance. Strength of character is shown not when all is well with our world but in the presence of human pain and suffering (Job 42:1-17; Romans 5:3-5; James 1:2-5; 1 Peter 1:6-8).

Suffering Takes Us To The Edge Of Eternity

If death is the end of everything, then a life filled with suffering isn’t fair. But if the end of this life brings us to the threshold of eternity, then the most fortunate people in the universe are those who discover, through suffering, that this life is not all we have to live for. Those who find themselves and their eternal God through suffering have not wasted their pain. They have let their poverty, grief, and hunger drive them to the Lord of eternity. They are the ones who will discover to their own unending joy why Jesus said, “Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven” (Matthew 5:1-12; Romans 8:18-19).

Pain Loosens Our Grip On This Life

In time, our work and our opinions are sought less and less. Our bodies become increasingly worse for the wear. Gradually they succumb to inevitable obsolescence. Joints stiffen and ache. Eyes grow dim. Digestion slows. Sleep becomes difficult. Problems loom larger and larger while options narrow. Yet, if death is not the end but the threshold of a new day, then the curse of old age is also a blessing. Each new pain makes this world less inviting and the next life more appealing. In its own way, pain paves the way for a graceful departure ( Ecclesiastes 12:1-14).

Suffering Gives Opportunity To Trust God

The most famous sufferer of all time was a man named Job. According to the Bible, Job lost his family to “a mighty wind,” his wealth to war and fire, and his health to painful boils. Through it all, God never told Job why it was happening. As Job endured the accusations of his friends, heaven remained silent. When God finally did speak, He did not reveal that His archenemy Satan had challenged Job’s motives for serving God. Neither did the Lord apologize for allowing Satan to test Job’s devotion to God. Instead, God talked about mountain goats giving birth, young lions on the hunt, and ravens in the nest. He cited the behavior of the ostrich, the strength of the ox, and the stride of the horse. He cited the wonders of the heavens, the marvels of the sea, and the cycle of the seasons. Job was left to conclude that if God had the power and wisdom to create this physical universe, there was reason to trust that same God in times of suffering (Job 1-42).

God Suffers With Us In Our Suffering

No one has suffered more than our Father in heaven. No one has paid more dearly for the allowance of sin into the world. No one has so continuously grieved over the pain of a race gone bad. No one has suffered like the One who paid for our sin in the crucified body of His own Son. No one has suffered more than the One who, when He stretched out His arms and died, showed us how much He loved us. It is this God who, in drawing us to Himself, asks us to trust Him when we are suffering and when our own loved ones cry out in our presence ( 1 Peter 2:21; 3:18; 4:1 ).

God’s Comfort Is Greater Than Our Suffering

The apostle Paul pleaded with the Lord to take away an unidentified source of suffering. But the Lord declined saying, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.” “Therefore,” said Paul, “most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in needs, in persecutions, in distresses, for Christ’s sake. For when I am weak, then I am strong” (2 Corinthians 12:9-10). Paul learned that he would rather be with Christ in suffering than without Christ in good health and pleasant circumstances.

In Times Of Crisis, We Find One Another

No one would choose pain and suffering. But when there is no choice, there remains some consolation. Natural disasters and times of crisis have a way of bringing us together. Hurricanes, fires, earthquakes, riots, illnesses, and accidents all have a way of bringing us to our senses. Suddenly we remember our own mortality and that people are more important than things. We remember that we do need one another and that, above all, we need God. Each time we discover God’s comfort in our own suffering, our capacity to help others is increased. This is what the apostle Paul had in mind when he wrote, “Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort those who are in any trouble, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God” ( 2 Corinthians 1:3-4).

God Can Turn Suffering Around For Our Good

This truth is best seen in the many examples of the Bible. Through Job’s suffering we see a man who not only came to a deeper understanding of God but who also became a source of encouragement for people in every generation to follow. Through the rejection, betrayal, enslavement, and wrongful imprisonment of a man named Joseph, we see someone who eventually was able to say to those who had hurt him, “You meant evil against me; but God meant it for good” ( Genesis 50:20). When everything in us screams at the heavens for allowing suffering, we have reason to look at the eternal outcome and joy of Jesus who in His own suffering on an executioner’s cross cried, “My God, My God, why have You forsaken Me?” ( Matthew 27:46)

You’re Not Alone

You’re not alone if you find yourself honestly unconvinced about whether Christ rose from the dead. But keep in mind that Jesus promised God’s help to those who want to be right with God. He said, “If anyone chooses to do God’s will, he will find out whether My teaching comes from God or whether I speak on My own” (John 7:17 NIV).

If you do see the reasonableness of the resurrection, keep in mind that the Bible says Christ died to pay the price for our sins, and those who believe in their heart that God has raised Him from the dead will be saved (Romans 10:9-10). The salvation Christ offers is not a reward for effort, but a gift to all who in light of the evidence put their trust in Him.

taken from http://discoveryseries.org/ten-reasons/in-a-god-who-allows-suffering/

*vanwasere. throughpainandsufferings, Hewillsustainusall. (:

Trust.

2011-07-08T08:15:00.000-07:00

Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways submit to him,
and he will make your paths straight.

vanwasere. imaynotknowwhy,butiknowwho'sincontrol. (:

Life with Accutane. Hormone flying.

2011-06-06T08:25:00.000-07:00

" I am Buzz Lightyear. I come in peace. " *piu piu piu*

What up homies and homers. Why the random post you wonder. Just to write my thoughts out i suppose.

Well, I've been getting tons of people asking me bout what happened to the sudden outburst on my face. So, this is the story of my life, with Roaccutane.

I'll let my Terminator Bearbrick introduce to my not so friendly friend, ROACCUTANE. I'm on Accutane now, again after 5 years due to my active oil glands and stuff. What this drug does, it reduces oil glands in every single part of my body and my face, like crazy, and when I say crazy, it's really insanely crazy.

I first took this pill when I was 13years old because I had terrible skin due to my acne. It's not because I didn't take good care of my skin, it's something to do with my hormones and oil glands. My skin doc said I had really oily skin due to my body producing overdose of hormones, I could literally fry an egg on my face with the amount of oil even after i wash my face when i was younger, no joke. Everyone has hormone jumping, my hormone was flying, sky high, like booms. and I guess this is the reason why I like so many girls, haha no i kid, i only like one girl. Anyway, I took it for a year and my oil glands were controlled.

BUT, the sucky thing bout this pill is the process of it. TONS OF SIDE EFFECTS. I remember my skin doctor said that she could list at least a thousand if she were to write a list bout it. one of it is labelled at the back of the cover my pills -

I can't get pregnant while taking this pill because a defect child would be born. So, I guess i'll have to stay away from getting pregnant for the moment. yeah.

few of the significant ones that were listed are - Dry skin, dry mouth, dry eyes, suicide, depression etc etc.

Dry skin- DRY LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS. This is something that I struggle with the most while taking it cos my skin literally cracks and bleed because of the dryness of my skin. one of the worse part if the nose area cos I feel like my nose is gonna drop off like Michael Jackson's due to the dryness of it. So thank God for moisturisers and lip balm !

Suicide and depression- I think i read it somewhere that there were bout 250 cases worldwide of people commiting suicide while taking this pill, screws up your hormones I guess. There was a guy who actually stole a plane from an airport and crash it somewhere and the doc said it's due to this pill.

As for me, I guess I'm emotionally stable and it doesn't screw up my thinking. I guess why people get into depression is also due to the side effects. When you're on it, Accutane dries your skin up like crazy, and you'll have like a skin that's 100 times worse than before (the guy below explains all bout it, his skin wasn't that bad before) before it heals completely. Also, I guess people get depressed cos it screws your skin up BADLY before it heals completely before it heals so you just have to be patient with it through the process.

I'm in that phase now, of my skin getting from just 10 zits to like a hundred zits and it's really insanely dry. Oh the reason why i took it's because my oil glands' really active again after 5years so i hope this is the last time round. I dreaded taking this pill and I took one week of thinking before taking it again cos of the amount of side effects and the outburst that I'll have while taking this pill, somehow you just lose motivation to go thru your day. I was pretty insecure bout it when I was 13 years old cos of the massive outbreak, I tend to avoid people whom I think may judge me. But I guess I'm over that stage now.

Even though my skin's gonna be terrible for like another 3-4 months or so before it heals completely, I've learnt that I don't have to seek approval from people around me. I have my security in Jesus and that's what matters, to me at least. I may not know why God created acne in the first place, but I know that I've been relying on Him to go through my day, just thanking Him even for my existence in this life. Though it may be sucky at times, but once again I thank God every single morning that I can wake up and tell Him,
Psalm 139 : 13-14,
"For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.
I praise You because I am fearfully and wonderfully made ;
Your works are wonderful, I know that full well. "

Well yeah it gets a tad bit annoying at times when I explain to people that I'm taking Accutane and my skin will go from bad to horrible during the period while I'm taking it before it starts clearing up. People go like are you sure that these stuff works and all and they're like yada this and that. And for those people who understand when you ask and I tell you all bout it and you kinda sorta maybe get it, I really appreciate it much cos it does make a significant difference to my day. Would really appreciate prayers that it'll heal faster as I really wanna go for a mission trip after exams, if my skin's too dry I doubt i'll be able to go. Sucks to be me. booo.

ENOUGH OF ACCUTANE :D

As most of all of you know, I'm sitting for my finals for A-levels. FEW MORE DAYS OF COLLEGE AND I'M GRADUATING ! One word for Edexcel, I detest you, very much. No matter how hard I've tried to like you, it's just hard. haha no but seriously, exams this term's really tough especially further maths. It's okay I can bare with it with God's help definitely.

My classic "messy room during exam period" photo.

It's cleaner compared to SPM time cos I studied way more back then (you can look at my old pictures). I'm just distracted by tons of things now. Pretty worried myself. JUNE 27th, I'm gonna run in the forest like a free man cos FREEEEEEDOMMMMMM FOR ME !

Though, I really don't know what I'm gonna do after my college life and whatever the future holds, I still believe that God will provide for every need and He has it all planned out- so if I don't get to go into Uni yet, I'll prolly take a gap year to learn some other stuff other than my school books.

A random photo of, MICROGENIUS. a classic game device. Bro found it when he was cleaning up the room.
This machine made part of who I am today. I played Supermario and Tetris and tons of other games all day long when I was younger. Supermario's still definitely part of me now. love that silly guy.

It was NIGAHIGA's birthday yesterday. I've been following and watching every single video of his since my friend told me bout him when i was like 15 or 16. He's hilarious, and KEVJUMBA too definitely. Been singing this song all day long.

Time to sleep and do some further maths for the day. Chem 6 paper sucked.

*vanwasere. thankingJesusforstrengthandcourageeachday. (:

here we go again.

2011-01-24T03:21:00.000-08:00

and i'm still alive. to start blogging again ? that is the question.

vanwasere. (:

Half A Year Has Passed.

2010-09-08T12:10:00.000-07:00

& I'm scribbling out my thoughts right now. 3:11am shows on the time right below. Oh well, I've to get back that juice to blog again. I haven't been writing a proper sentence other than numbers in a long time

All I can say that one thing remains for sure, God has been there and is still here for me in whatever situation I'm facing. I've been living my life everyday relying on Him, bad or good days, learning to lean on Him in everything that I do.

Dear God, thank you for being my all, my life and my hero.

Matt 6:33-34
But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Thanks You, Jesus.

*vanwasere. (:

Freaking Major Trust Issues.

2010-02-18T11:02:00.001-08:00

Hey peeps, haven't blogged in a long time.

If your plan was to shatter this heart with all the high hopes that you've assured me, you truely deserve an award for it. My story did not end like Enid Blyton. My story ended with a pretty ugly ending. It ended with "... & he lived sadly " there was not an 'after' at the end of the story cos this is not the end. I hate writing emo posts. You've no idea what you've done seriously. It's a permanent cut you've caused. And I don't think I'm in position to tell you bout those things that I said I wanted to tell you. But there's so much more you needed to know. You didn't really gave me the chance to do it anyways so there's no difference.

I'm going to stop. Guard your heart, please. Words, can kill.

When I wake up, it's a complete different story. Just because God would make a brand new day for me so that I can leave every single inch of burden of my life behind and move on.

& if you lie, you don't deserve to have friends. -cute is what we aim for.

*vanwasere. appreciatingGodcoseverythinghappenedforareason. (:

Sesame Street.

2009-12-08T18:01:00.000-08:00

Sesame Street's Entourage. classic, just pure classic.

I woke up early in the morning at 7.30am today, without my 4 alarms ringing. It's weird cos I only had 6 hours of sleep but i feel fresh as ever but my body's aching like an old man cos of futsal yesterday. Gotta start my jogging sessions again before i become i fat bum.

So what did I do early in the morning? I haven't even eat my breakfast yet but it's on the table already. Man, i feel like a bum already i've got to get my eyes off the comp after this.

I woke up, called my third bum but she's too busy for everyone now. So i decided to watch the making of paramore's brand new eyes album. awesome awesome awesome!

Then I thought about Big Bird, and Jimmy Kimmel. so i youtubed it.

Watch the video below. I never knew Sesame Street existed since 40 years ago. I grew up watching Sesame Street. I can't remember much what I learnt from it but it was heck loads for a kid.

My favaourite one of all time, ELMO!

I still remember I had my first ever backpack for school when i was 5, it was an Elmo backpack with glitters on it.

only if I had these sneakers during my childhood days. I'm so gonna buy these for my kids next time.Another character that i really like, Cookie monster! eating the twin towers.... & cookie monster shall be my handphone background screen.

*vanwasere.sesamestreeth-ing. (:

Guess Who's Back?

2009-12-08T06:03:00.000-08:00

Mommy says : " Can you stay at home for one day after SPM and clean up your room? "

So I guess I'll be spending my day cleaning up the room and drumming all day long?

Anyone wants to study tonight? Oh wait, SPM's over. what a waste of time when we don't even know the mistakes we've done in our exams. bum.

*vanwasere. freakingrelieved. (:

Goodbye For Now.

2009-10-11T05:29:00.000-07:00

Some rapper when i googled SPM. even the title says, " When Devils Strike. " SPM's a devil. how satanic. *pose* (points up)

alright, so i'm trying real hard to abstain myself from the computer. But daddy left the modem here.

Life has been awesome other than counting down the days to SPM. My mommy is going to pay up for my college fees soon. Been hanging around with my quality friends quite a bit, something I can't do anymore for 2 months, i hope.

In fact, I love the band I'm with now. I've been with so many bands throughout these 5 years, filling in for various bands as a fill in drummer for performances. Not to say I'm good or anything, but I guess attitude and being able to work with others and giving in to others plays a big role in a band. That's what I've learnt over the years. To all the bands that I've played in before, thank you for giving me the chance to play with you guys and girls.

The Van Company? Our song list now is I've got a feeling, we were meant to live & fix you. so if you put it all together its...

I've got a feeling that We were meant to live to Fix you. awesomeeee.
we're gonna be famous soon, you'll see.

Anyways, don't expect me to blog too often now until SPM's over. the devil awaits... and the devil will be a footstool for my feet. I'll conquer you, evil one, SPM.

looking forward after the last chemistry paper on december 9th. woots woots!

*vanwasere. storyofafutureoldschoolrocker. (:

Gay Buddies.

2009-10-07T09:41:00.001-07:00

It's like 12.45 am and I've nothing to do, was browsing through my facebook pictures and out of my surprise, I found a nice picture of me and you at Sarah Lee's 17th birthday. My button fell off that night, not that i want to be sexy or anything.

One of my closest buddy in life, my third bum in life, my gay buddy aka ChinHuiYing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0UI36i6--mA

for those in the world who haven't watch this video, you're an alien. watch this, trust me you'll laugh till you pee in your pants. boomboompow!

Gotta Kit Kit! that's what he's singing instead of gotta get that.

I finished reading the whole book of Acts today, quite an achievement.

Jamming session with the boys in few hours time. i'vegotafeelingthatweweremeanttolivetofixyou.

*vanwasere. (:

Carrie Choo Li-Yen.

2009-10-06T21:52:00.000-07:00

A very long time ago. when she haven't start pouting while taking pictures. :p

Happy Birthday to you!

Thanks for everything, riee.

*vanwasere. <3

&sometimes,youcanthaveitall.

I'm a SASA-rian. rawr !

2009-10-06T21:16:00.000-07:00

Been playing around with my dad's semi DSLR.
Don't really know how to use it still. Anyone wants to teach me? :D Alright, so I finally got the letter when I was not even waiting for the postman cos I was out all day with Suetyun yesterday at curve, studying at bucks all day. http://www.justthesimpleme.blogspot.com/ see whether she updated on it or not cos she's having all the pictures. heh. Ayam Penyet, Sambal and Soda Gembira for dinner. yum yum!

Came home, read the letter. Full scholarship baby! But even though it's a full scholarship, which is like RM18k, A levels here cost about RM30k plus minus. Oh well, looks like I'll be starting college in January. Not really psyched about it somehow. God, I need clarity.

My pretty pretty wall. spot me.

One day in the car on the way to school

Dad : " Ivan, I canceled out the astro already. (cos we got some new satellite called Good TV)
Ivan : " So how am I gonna watch cartoons now? "
Dad : " You can watch those on TV 3 and RTM.
Ivan : " -___________- ! "

Emo sial whole day cos I've been watching cartoon all my life. No more powerpuff girls, no more blues clues, no more Hannah Montana and High school musical just to name a few. wtheckkk!

On the bright note, I think after me emo-ing. He canceled out certain packages only. But I still don't have cartoons and sports channel. sighs!

I really should be studying. one more post.
... & I shall name you, Shy Lim.

*vanwasere.i'vegottheboomboompow. (:

Where Are You Mr. Postman? !

2009-10-05T06:12:00.000-07:00

Classic postman picture. awesome, I'm a sucker for these kinda stuff.

I woke up today, looked at the clock and it showed 8.30 am. The first word that came into my mind was SH*T! (sorry for the inappropriate language) I'm late for the SASA scholarship ceremony! Then I flipped open my oh-so-sexy phone, and i came to realise that today is only Monday. wtheck.

I've no idea if i should consider what happened today as a good thing or a bad thing. I'm just excited and nervous at the same time to see the results of how much scholarship I'm being offered.

That was early morning when i woke up.

Texted my third bum in life aka ChinHuiYing, know why she's my third bum in life? Cos my backside which consists of 2 of my bum bum already so she's the third one. We're just close friends but not so close till she's attached to my backside lah. Don't you feel the love? (: Asked her whether she could drop me at school so i can return my text books. She being a nice girl decided to pick me up so that i can return those books.

At school,

Pn Kwang : " This one your girlfriend ah? "

Ivan cock stares : " nooo.. -.- "

Ivan to Huiying and Huiying : " You wish laah. " lol.

Went to Huiying's crib to study a lil Bio and we had a lil conversation in between our study session.

Me : " I really don't like smart people. "

Huiying : " So that means you don't like yourself lah. "

Me : " No, I mean I don't like people who's smarter than me, cos I'm a selfish guy. "

Huiying : " Oh, no wonder you love me so much lah. "

HAHAHAHAHA! yes lah love you gay buddy our phones even have the same colour. pink and black sexy sial.

Chowern calls : " Ivan! I GOT FULL SCHOLARSHIP! "

Okay weird i was just thinking about SASA in the morning and now she calls me telling me that she received a full scholarship.

Mommy picked me up from huiying's. Opened the postbox, no letter one.

So I waited and waited all day long...

I checked the postbox at least 5 or 6 times today to see if the letter would magically appear or drop down from heaven onto my head or come out from a bird's bum while doing big business in the sky.

So I finally made a conclusion...

I think postman's birthday today. He never come my house today! when i was looking forward to see him for the first time all my life. tsk tsk.

So this is a story of me waiting for a postman all day long.

Another thing that happened yesterday, I watched Bruno with Huiying and Yilin at Yilin's crib. Don't ever watch it, worse show ever. I felt so disgusted that i felt like puking literally when i came back home. stupid gay movies. really detest that show so much.

That's all for now.

*vanwasere.God,givemeafullscholarshippleaseandthankyou. (:

youaretheonlyexception.

Paramore - Brand New Eyes.

2009-10-02T18:53:00.001-07:00

This is a post when i spam with pictures, why? Cos these pictures speak more than words.

I just love Paramore so much. They're one of my major inspiration in life to make good music. I'm in love, with music. Just listened to their whole album as a morning wake up call. Few of the songs already caught my attention and I really like the song called "Brick By Boring Brick." Don't know what it means (yet) but it sounds oh-so-awesome. wooo-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!

Ignorance is your new best friend!
Hayley Williams is one of the hottest chick on earth.

Alright enough of the computer. Church, here I come!

*vanwasere.paramoreislove.

Good Classic Days.

2009-10-02T18:07:00.000-07:00

Thursday- We're famous peeps.

http://www.facebook.com/SpicyCorner?v=photos&ref=nf#/photo.php?pid=3100748&id=77064566734

Just press the link on top, I don't know how to do the *click here* thingy. Blame my noobie computer skills. We've got publicity already even though it was just the first day

I just had one of those drumming days when I drum all day and do nothing else and at late night after all the hectic practices all I want to do is get on my bed and fall asleep.

I had a practice with the band, excluding one member the whole afternoon and somehow we blend together pretty good even though we've never played together before.

Melvin prays : " Lord, give us the juices so that we can find a song to play. "
Josh Seb : " Let's go to the kitchen and find a blender now. "

Imagine four monkeys in a hot stuffy room together and all of them having the same goal - to make good music for the world to listen. just awesome. (:

Thanks Josh Seb for coming all the way from Old Klang Road (not Klang, but it's the road on the way to klang), made your 2 hour ride all the way to my house just for practice. Really appreciate you and your voice and the guitar playing in the band.

Night time, was just so uber tired but had to drag my lazy butt to church for worship practice. loved the worship practice that day and it was a really an achievement for all of us that night after being able to nail the song "Jesus Reigns" . Too many beats in one song.

Friday- Last days.

A cute boy with two girls.

After 5 years in this school, I can say that I'm ready to leave this school already. Honestly, there's only few things that I'm proud of this school. To name one, PJK lessons. Thank You Mr Zol for making this lesson interesting and this is the only lesson, other than reccess that students look forward to. And for the majority of the teachers, I'm sorry if I've hurt your feelings or whatever if I ever did. Please don't ever think that your student is stupid even if they are. Yes specifically a few of you who scold us without thinking rationally. I'm sorry for you all. A teacher is suppose to help students in life, instead you made most of your students dislike you. I'm just sorry for you teachers. But stil, I'm grateful that you've taught us abit in lessons.

Days are counting till I leave this school for real, definitely no form 6 for me.

*vanwasere.we'reallgrowingup. (:

This Is Rad.

2009-09-30T06:40:00.000-07:00

Yes, I'm outdated. Follow me on twitter peeps. http://twitter.com/IvanLimHuanWen (:

Miley, show attitude somemore lah, tell your daddy. But I still like you lah. Why party in the U.S.A. ? Party in the farm in your hometown also nicer lah.

Carrie was telling JuLi and I how much she hates MileyCyrus' new song. That is why i decided to watch it on youtube. *piu piu piu!*

This is freaking dope. Starwars Lego Chess. got it from http://www.femmething.com/

Didn't go to school today, spent my day at Bucks (a new slang i learnt from SarahLee), JayaOne with Carrie and JuLi. Carrie is a genius in Sejarah, she knows every single detail in the form 4 and 5 book. But she's an awesome tutor seriously. Pretty darn good in explaining everything to me. Thanks for teaching me chapter 9 and sorry that i dissapointed you by getting 15 wrong. But if I get A for it in SPM I'd definitely bring you out for dinner.

Both of them were busy with their phones. Why? Blame tweeter. And you know lah they purposely show off to me their canggih phones. But somehow they got me into tweeter again, well I had it all along just that I don't know how to message people and I didn't really bother to learn how to do it so i just neglected it. Carrie taught me how to do it already so I'm gonna start tweeting and learn those stupid tweeter terms.

JOKE OF THE DAY.

According to JuLi, JULIUS CAESAR IS A GIRL.

& she thinks that I'm so blonde that I think that NewMoon is coming out in SPM.

since few of you like my status in facebook. I'm going to post it up here too.

I said, " Okay facebook, I'm gonna face my books now. " I love talking crap, love. <3

Alright I'm going to focus on learning my drum parts for this week's ZC's songs.

*vanwasere.omgoshhh49daystillSPM.

&nowiknowwhyyou'reheartbroken.

Boom. Zoom. Room.

2009-09-29T03:42:00.000-07:00

"HI EARTH, I COME IN PEACE. BUT I WOULD DEFINITELY LIKE TO INVADE EARTH. MUAHAHAHA! "
art on my drumstick's nylon tip.

This post, will be about my room. Let's just say, I've been spending a lot of time alone in my room.

This is my room after during trials. "No air, no air." Chris brown sings, cos he came into my room and all he could breathe into his lungs was dust.

This is my room after trials. so much cleaner. I still breathe books.

Pimp my phone. It got all pimped and bimbo-ed up. Thanks SarahLee. (:

Why bum? Because B is for Biology and B is for Bum.

A cheap skateboard magazine which entertained me during the weekends.

My schedule for the week which is pretty impossible to achieve because i procrastinate too much.

& a lil art to blend in with my schedule for the week.

I must admit that i kind of wasted my whole holidays away. I really wanted to go on my hardcore routine of nerding up the whole week but i failed miserably and i only managed to finish one chapter of Sejarah throughout the whole week.

Can you all smell it? The smell of SPM's becoming stronger.

I really thank God because I got a call from HELP college and I'm being offered a scholarship to study in HELP. Everyone say woots woots. Not sure how many percent though but I'm really praying hard that it's full scholarhip, or not I don't think i'd be accepting it cos it'll still be a tad bit expensive for me. So yeap keep me in prayers. (:

So here comes another boring week of school, just getting back results and wasting our time away in school. "Here I go, to Taman SEA, when i try to let it go, cos it's my only my only one."

*vanwasere.countingdowntothedaystospm. (:

You Me At Six.

2009-09-23T01:40:00.000-07:00

@ live lounge yo. can't read my poker face. p-p-p-poker face.

Just discovered this band. & i think i just downloaded all their songs? You gotta admit their good.

*vanwasere.(:

P h a t .

2009-09-22T08:04:00.000-07:00

What do you call a Siu Mai on top of a Loh Mai Kai? yummyy.

A Loh Siu Mai Mai Kai!

I was flipping through a magazine in the bookshop the other day. This shocked me.

Kelly Clarkson. Not to be mean but, you were pretty darn hot when you were slimmer.

*vanwasere. (:

Happy Birthday, Again!

2009-09-22T07:35:00.000-07:00

Eye Bags, Panda peeps.

Had a mini surprise party for Andrea at Tzeyi's. What a party animal, dreaa. One party after another.

Just the few of us that stayed back and chit chat to kill time. I drove woots!
Zhiwei. all burnt up.

Zhiyu and Tzeyi. looking all bubbly for the camera.

Me. looking fat, i mean phat!

Andrea. birthday girl who got all tipsy after drinking 7 shots before she came here.

Sophia and the whole girl gang were here to suprise her too but they left to the airport to send someone off. I want the group picture. (:

Life has been, not life at all. Something brought me down yesterday. like really baaam right in my face. Guess sometimes life isn't fair? Not going to leader's retreat and knowing that everyone had so much fun already brought me down so much. I don't know, I just question God. Just maybe try to understand how just too many things that happen at the same time and things that are due have to make this life of mine miserable. why?

sorry for the emo rant. I've been driving around quite a bit by myself and I like speeding. Playing need for speed got me into this. Speed oh speed, you won't know how it feels like till you actually do it. It feels awesome! But I'm pretty scared to speed when I have a passenger beside me cos I'd be responsible for your life.

Mom: Andrea, you sat in Ivan's car that day ah?

Andrea: Yes, aunty.

Mom: You seriously dare to sit his car ah? I'm sure you were praying really hard when you were in his car.

Me: -.-

So, anyone wants to sit in my white ferrari? (:

*vanwasere. (:

Andreaaa Geh.

2009-09-20T12:45:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday friend. (:

I'm glad that I made one of your dream come true, i guess? haha!

Anyways, it was good just spending the day with you and looking back and talking bout those days. We were pretty close already since back then. Those fat days of ours.

& you totally risked your life today by sitting in the passenger seat in my car all day. We almost made a close call to accident but seriously thank God.

Thank God for you in my life and yeah i totally brought you out yesterday cos I knew it was your birthday today.

Ugly Truth yeah. Stay single.

We shall not humiliate ourselves by putting up our fat pictures.

Okay, enough said. You're still awesome, but I'm awesome-r!

*vanwasere. (: everyonesaygeh!

Whaaaat?

2009-09-19T07:32:00.001-07:00

In church, I was wearing my white sweater.

Sara Pang : Ivan, are you cold?

Me : Well yeah? I can't give you my jacket cos my shirt says kiss me. & we're in..

*vanwasere. thankslimpeishanfortheshirt. &noi'mnotdesperatefromarandomsomeonenow. (:

It's Just A Game We Play.

2009-09-18T18:21:00.000-07:00

Exams oh exams, I have this love/hate relationship with exams. I detest it so much because it makes me suffer, yet I love it at the same time cos it teaches me to be discipline and at the end of the day i become smarter.

Exams' just like a game, a pretty dumb yet exciting and terrifying game that we all have to play in life. The worse part of it, we can't use cheat codes to skip a stage. Let me tell you how I view this whole process of exams.

STAGE 1-The Green Turtle.

This green turtle is like the daily homework and monthly test that we have in school. It hits you but it doesn't hit you real hard. You can kill it with just a shot after you get your flower power or you could just jump on it and it'll hide into it's shell and kill it by jumping on it.

STAGE 2-The Red Turtle with Wings.

This red turtle above is like the term test that we take. It attacks you, but to kill it, you've got to have some skill and hardwork to kill. So it's like we've got to study real hard just to kill these killer turtles.

STAGE 3-The Big Turtle aka THE BOSS. This is UPSR, PMR, SPM. The real deal and everyone will ask you for your results. So it's like if all of you are into supermario, you would ask each other if you have killed this boss or not. Requires a lot of effort to kill it cos it would not take a shot to kill it right away.

And once you've completed everything, guess what? You as supermario, get to jump onto a long flag to get some extra points and tadaa you finish the stage.

I was wearing my awesome supermario boxers. I think that's why i thought I was Supermario

Nintendo classic supermario.

But WAIT! Hold on. Because after you have completed everything, Nintendo will come out with a new SuperMario, and this is like heading to college for me next year. And the whole cycle goes over and over again, just like a steering wheel. Told you it's a stupid game we all play.

I grew up with Supermario. I can sing like the whole Supermario song too if you want me too. When I was in mommy's womb, she played Tetris and Supermario all day long just to kill time. I think that is why i have the skill now. So hey future mommy(s) in this world, if you want your kids to be smart, make sure you study hard when you're pregnant, it works, seriously.

*vanwasere. supermariorocks. (:

The Dope Boys In The Building.

2009-09-16T23:42:00.000-07:00

Black Air Force One's with the white socks.

some gangster rap to put in my blog just because part of me belongs to hip hop. After watching the video, I feel like going to OU soon to get myself a famous star and straps T-shirt, clothing line by Travis Barker. Man, I'm so gonna get one this week.

*vanwasere. (:

Physics !

2009-09-13T00:46:00.000-07:00

Let me introduce you to my friend. His name's Einstein. He freaking made 3 principles and one more principle on energy transfer which's e equals mong cha cha and now we got to learn it in physics. what a bum.

I used to love physics so much till i thought i was to good at it and neglected it. Now it became my worse science subject. Thanks Einstein aka smarty pants who doesn't have anything to do and came out with stupid principles that saved the earth and made it a better place. I'll come out with Ivan's Law or Principle some day which will make everyone into X-Men and we don't have to study to become smart. Oh! maybe i should invent another atomic bomb, shoot from the plane (huiying.. haha you get me) and then cause radiation onto the whole earth and the earth won't be round anymore too but it'll be a shape of a monkey.

I'm going nuts.

one more week. anyone party on friday night? :D

*vanwasere. cursingeinstein. BLAH!

My Mom, My Superhero-ine.

2009-09-10T17:43:00.001-07:00

Happy Birthday Mommy!

I was too caught up with my studies till I forgot about everything else. "I just need some rest," the body says.

I was telling my friends at school that it was my mom's birthday. But but i forgot to wish her till like late at night after physics tuition. what a bum son.

I'm really proud cos I've got her as my mommy. She's the greatest woman on earth. & I wouldn't ask for more from her. Love you, mom.

Somebody call 911! no, not shawty fire on the dance floor. but it's cos today's 911 when America's World Trade Centre was strucked down by the terrorist. I stil remember clearly where I was on that day.

So, physics time! I really need God's wisdom to help me understand. Headache.

One more week of torture. 68 days to prison for one whole month.

S I X .

2009-09-08T22:04:00.000-07:00

Six is the second smallest composite number, its proper divisors being 1, 2 and 3. Since six equals the sum of these proper divisors, six is the smallest perfect number.

I'm going crazy. 6 more days of trials. One whole week to go. but i still thank God for everything. (:

Oh chemistry oh chemistry. I want you to be my cup of tea...

2009-09-07T00:02:00.000-07:00

okay, I'm officially freaking out. God help me, please.

How To Be A Nerd 101.

2009-09-05T23:52:00.000-07:00

"STUDYING are for losers." quote Ben Siew.

Nerds eat vegetable and mash potatoes.

Nerds read book on "How To Study" just because they don't really know how to study. Note the sixth edition, peeps.

I AM A BIG FAT LOSER. :D

TEEHEE. what a bum.

*vanwasere.nerdified. (:

*fin

2009-09-02T22:15:00.000-07:00

I screwed up stupid english essay. sighss.

Patron Saint, are we all lost like you?

b u b b l e g u m .

2009-09-01T22:02:00.000-07:00

Brat Wannabe. :O

Okay, you've gotta admit this is the funniest thing you're ever seen.

It all started with Woon drawing a picture of an explosion. But no two jakuns named Ivan and Yujie thought it was a tree. So I drew a guy who got hanged (the one on the left) trying to imitate Banksy's art. google him. Yujie added a few heads on the right. & to top it off i drew two eyes and a mouth. Tadaaa this is what we get as the end result!

This is my room early in the morning.

Something sweet from someone sweeter? (:

2 days down, 2 and a half weeks more to go. big bum.

*vanwasere.bobbingtotravisbarkerXdjam. (:

ish.

2009-08-31T01:44:00.000-07:00

Know what's on my mind now?

I hope someone gets swine flu,

go inside teacher's office,

hug every single teacher,

and we can fuhreaking delay trials.

bum.

DJ AM passed away. rest in peace. I'll stil listen to your album all day long.

patriotic much by spending all day figuring out how to write a karangan.

& There Went Kor, Again.

2009-08-29T06:36:00.000-07:00

Ronald Macdonald, idiot laughing at idiot-er. socially retarded.

We'll just let the pictures do the talking..

Dinner at some restaurant near my house. Me, Purdy, Daryll, Kor.The prettiest woman on earth, my mommy. (: P-P-P Posing for the camera.

We scream like an ice-cream!

Another *hey I'm too cool to look at the camera so just take me while I'm looking away* shot.

The LIMs. with a tad bit of sugar on the table. (:

Gonna miss you once again, without quarreling you for no reasons and waking you up every single with my 4 alarms for these few weeks. 4months till you're back again and I'll party every single day with you cos SPM will be over by then. God bless and take care.

*vanwasere. (:

SPM Timetable.

2009-08-27T17:51:00.000-07:00

Click on picture.

What a great way to start my morning by reading this mail.

I detest biology, sejarah and malay.

Let me tell all of you a story.

As I was studying, I understand myself more.

I realised that,

I suck at memorizing.

Big time.

bum.

Bum. 200th post.

2009-08-25T17:20:00.000-07:00

This is my kor kor.

His name is Isaac Lim Huan-Wei.

He is 20 years old.

He is a Tech-Geek and he is very good in computer.

He is going back to Korea on Saturday.

& this is how he sleeps.

pretty awesome to have a brother like me huh?

My bro has been back for almost 2 months now but i barely spent time with him cos firstly, I've been spending time with my books and secondly, he goes out every single day. But I'll definitely spend time with him when he's back after my SPM.

Luke 22:46, He said to them, " Why are you sleeping? Get up and pray that you will not fall into temptation."

I've been falling asleep on my books alot and waking up the next day feeling all guilty and stressed up. I've no ideaa why my head hurts so much now & I just want to get through this phase of my life, real quick.

i need a life, right now.

SPM, you're the biggest bum on earth.

*vanwasere. (:

2009-08-25T17:07:00.001-07:00

I'm having a major headache right now even though it's 8 in the morning.

God help me.

Great! Just Great?

2009-08-22T16:57:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I think my highlighter is taller than my apartment, just sometimes.FIX YOUR FACE-COACHELLA by TRAVIS BARKER & DJ AM. Dig 'em, till a hole appeared.

I love hip hop and I cannot lie. Go figure what song's that.

My week has been filled with Bible Knowledge of Acts and Luke, and I've just done reading through once and I've a trials later. I skipped class dinner yesterday but ended up sleeping at 8pm and the family plus church friends headed out to Broga Hill ( I don't know how it's spelled ) to see sunrise but I'm here bumming with my BK book and a half an hour break with Travis Barker and DJ AM rocking the silence in my room.

I remembered when I was form 1 and Yun Tjin, who's currently drummer of Broken Scars(Youtube it) from church asked me which drummer I looked up to when I was auditioning for worship team, and the first name that came into my mind was Travis Barker. I've been looking up to him ever since then.

Many people might think that Travis Barker is too "cliche", I don't completely agree with it nor do i completely disagree with it. So what if he plays simple beats and everyone thinks he's better than him? Just listen to his beats, simple stuff but it fills in all the emptiness in the band, the song and making it whole. Look at the way he hit the drums, now that's passion! He was definitely the backbone for Blink 182 and I was pretty sad when they had an argument that time. A three man band making music sounds so good. Ivan says, " One can put a 10man band playing their individual instruments yet sound empty."

Travis Barker's real lucky to have Dj AM playing music together with him too as DJ AM's really good with the thing he does and it connects with the crowd. I would be pretty darn thankful and blessed if I had a DJ AM mixing all the tunes that's in my head and doing his stuff. One word for this album, DOPE!

I've been spending alot of time reading my girlfriends. I destest them so much but yet I've to show so much love for them.

Other than that, trials is a week time and I don't think I'll ever be ready unless H1N1 closes the school down and we'll have one more week at home to study. No one will ever be ready for exams though cos we'll never know what's coming out for exam. So, it's all up to God. Reveal the questions in my dream pretty pretty please? :D

I've been sleeping too much and my body clock's pretty screwed up right now. Been taking my daily doses of Neslo, 3 spoons of Milo, 2 spoons of Nescafe and whole lots of condense milk or milk powder.

I'm throwing my social life away for these 4 months for SPM, for real. Maybe. A random acronym for SPM, see pretty monkey!

I'm looking forward for the day when SPM ends it'll definitely be glorious. I miss everyone, I miss shopping, I miss talking crap all day long.

Samuel Lim, admitted to hospital the other day due to pneumonia, get well soon yeap? Do keep him in your prayers as he's gotta study for trials.

I'm so dope that I make you look like a rope.

Signing out from temptation, which's my computer name.

*vanwasere.backtomygirlfriends!

Peace For The Stressed Soul.

2009-08-15T18:38:00.000-07:00

Psalms 23:3
he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.

John 14:27
Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.

2 Thessalonians 3:16
Now may the Lord of peace himself give you peace at all times and in every way. The Lord be with all of you.

Daily quiet time with God, what a crucial moment in life that is not to be missed.

& I'm learning to breathe.

*vanwasere.

So, She Said.

2009-08-13T12:47:00.000-07:00

This is how I roll when I can't sleep at 3 in the morning, yo.

&I'm overjoyed and dumbfounded at the same time.
pretty awesome.

*vanwasere. (:

Boys Will Be Strong.

2009-08-12T23:05:00.000-07:00

John Mayer- lalalove you awesome.
That's his new song but it's something random from him.
go figuree. (:

This is a Frangipani. I couldn't get you one so i got you a picture. yeah?

Boys, you can break

You'll find out how much they can take

Boys will be strong

And boys soldier on

But boys would be gone without the warmth from

A womans good, good heart

So yes?

*vanwasere. (:

2009-08-09T20:41:00.001-07:00

Have you asked yourself? Why in the world are you here on this earth? I've been asking myself that question quite a lot lately, and I found the answer, actually more of being reminded again this morning.

Acts 20:24

I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me- the task of TESTIFYING TO THE GOSPEL OF GOD'S GRACE.

Sometimes, when things don't seem to go the way i want it to be, i find life quite meaningless. I had this mindset before to get rich and famous and succesful is the pathway of life and boom we die and nothing else matters cos i've already got my ticket to heaven. That was naive thinking.

It's quite tempting to live my life by my own and trust myself in doing everything. I can be real naive when it comes to life. I fall, I cry, I can't stand by my own. There's this chinese song when we used to sing when we were young, "When you fall, you pick yourself up by your own." To think bout it, it's not that easy to pick ourselves up as we grow older when loads are put on your back. Faith, is this vocabulary, feeling, emotion losing its meaning in my life? I hope not as I hold on to God's promise and rely on Him to pick me up everyday.

So what if one have everything in this world? It doesn't matter cos when you're leaving earth one day to wherever you believe you're going to go, you can't bring those things with you.

I know I'm not getting what i want in life. I just read an article about "unanswered" prayer.

"It's not that God didn't answer your prayer. He did. He said "No"."

Be content with what you have in life, Ivan. I should get my purpose in life straight instead of being ignorant of everything cos ignorance ain't my bestfriend.

Now I know why on earth am I here for, so what am I going to do about it?

*vanwasere. thoughts.

Live. Love. Life.

2009-07-29T02:58:00.000-07:00

JUNKYARD INVADERS. Maggi Cap, Mom's Big Shades, Swine Flu Mask, Blue Tong, My Awesome Nike High Cuts. (:

It was an awesome night. It made me realise lots of things in life.
Sorry to everyone that my blog is slowly dying, I've so many things to blog about, but somehow I'm not blogging bout it. A lot of things have been happening lately. I've got my daddy's new semi-SLR camera to take nicer pics now. I've been contantly giving myself lots of excuses not to blog. I've gotta start studying as SPM is in 112 or less days time!

omgg study ivan!

Currently kicking it with: Seaside-The Kooks.

Am I Living Out My Destiny?

*vanwasere. (:

Tonight, L.O.U.D 2009 !

2009-07-25T20:34:00.000-07:00

Tonight is the night. Showdown time, peeps in the house.

Catch me in Indie Bands and Junkyard Invaders.

Lots and lots of prizes are to be given out. Topshop, Topman, Adidas, GSC and whole lots more of vouchers, we know you love those, so come get them at LOUD tonight!

*vanwasere. (:

L.O.U.D ! 2009, peeps! :D

2009-07-17T06:03:00.000-07:00

LOUD! 2009

DATE: 26th of July 2009 ( Sunday )

TIME: 5p.m.- 9p.m.

Venue: Dream Centre

Peeps of this generation! It's the time of the year when the awesome possum LOUD concert invades town again! Make sure you don't miss this awesome day.

5pm-7pm: Indie bands, games, foosball table, lucky draws and lots more!

7pm-9pm: Junkyard Invaders, The Real Ink Crew, Project Gsus would be rocking the stage.

You've gotta come and experience this life changing event yourself.

Don't be shy to ask me anything bout LOUD cos i'd be more than willing to tell you everything bout it.

There will be a photo taking competition too, all you need to do is snap pictures during LOUD concert and put it in your blog. Grand prize is an Itouch. Ask me bout it. (:

Be there & be SQUARED! :D

Living Out Ur Destiny...

Super Mario + Lego = Watch The Video.

2009-07-09T06:33:00.000-07:00

Will update when I can.

*vanwasere. (:

We Walk, We Walk.

2009-07-05T06:45:00.000-07:00

I went for cheer. & i thought Blitzerz were awesome. They won, they deserved it. Other than that, it was plain boring.

I got a T-shirt that says Indie Band. Random much.

I hate Mondays.

After reading Sam's blog, I appreciate life more. I'm not ready to die yet.

*vanwasere. (:

Blind Faith?

2009-07-03T10:43:00.000-07:00

How can you have blind faith in something for which there is not a scrap of evidence?

Well, the answer is you can't.

If you could prove it, it wouldn't be faith.

You can only have faith in what you don't know.

That's what faith is.

-A Lomo camera would be awesome for me.

-We celebrated my brother's birthday and I'm a lil dizzy now.

-I love my brother.

-I like you. Love is still a strong word.

-John Mayer's awesome. So is Jason Mraz.

-Everything's that revolving around me is sucky.

-Sara Leong is back from Aussie! :D Wifeyy.

-Junkyard Invaders' gonna blast the stage on July 26th.

-I just need to sleep it thru tonight.

-My mommy's awesome.

-So are youu. (:

-Kirsten's gonna teach me bout camera cos she's awesome too.

-There's gotta be more to life, Sings Stacie Orrico.

-Life can be good and bad at the same time. It's just a matter how we look at life.

*vanwasere. (:

To The Left, To The Left.

2009-06-30T19:21:00.000-07:00

Suit?... Or Tux? (:

I've just watched
-Transformers 1.
-Wild Child.
-Bride Wars.

And I think I might start Gossip Girl soon?

I know lah I'm outdated, forgive me. Action movies haven't been a big hoo-haa to me lately, I've been digging more of the chick flicks and action movies had been quite sucky, sorry to say that. "Robots in the skies!" says huiying.

Monday. Mundane.
-I'm officially a self claimed big boy now, I passed my driving test after failing it last week! *jumps for joy* Julian from Dj school, my driving test kaki-lang took our test together. He's a whole lot of crap, good crap. Talking bout the steering wheel as the circle of life and how he's going to track the stupid JPJ officer who only wants rasuah so that he could burn his car. NenLin and GoeThong would be next, nightmare for both of you.

Tuesday. Tedious.
-NS candidates list was out and I didn't get chosen. Unlucky me.

Wednesday. Will.I.Am.
-Report Card Day. Total waste of time. To the particular teacher, phycoughcoughsics teacher, just because I've asked you questions that you cannot answer and I didn't freaking sign up for the stupid college thing and I didn't want to go for it, doesn't mean that you've to give me a B for my sikap. You deserve a fail for your own attitude and I'm sure the whole school agrees with me bout it. Immature.

-Can't wait for my surprise from Andrew! From Nike office? :D

Friday. Is coming. freak freak freak to the beat.
-My brother's birthday. What should I get him?

Andrea: I don't know what to get for him lah, he has everything.

Ivan: When someone don't know what to get for someone something, they'll say that.

True? Cos I say it often too. (:

-And I'm here rotting at home.
-I think I rock.
-I need a pair of high cut Nikes.

Gahh my blog is stupid that's why everything is in the middle now.

Currently digging : Echoes-Digitalism.

*vanwasere. (:

It Takes Two To Tango.

2009-06-30T19:03:00.001-07:00

Know what? This is gonna be another meaningless post. I should have a focus in life right now, even while blogging. A Flock Of Dumb Birds. Thirteen to be exact.

Dead Mosquito.

Spoilt Rubbish Throwing Area Thingy.

Humans Riding Their Bicycle While I Was Driving My Dad's Car Illegally when There Were At Least 30 Polices Surrounding The Area.

Crazy Workers Climbing On The Rooftop. Dangerous.

I need a more fruitful life.

*vanwasere.

Forgive(n) ?

2009-06-27T13:07:00.000-07:00

21 Then Peter came to Jesus and asked, "Lord, how many times shall I forgive my brother when he sins against me? Up to seven times?"

22 Jesus answered, "I tell you, not seven times, but seventy-seven times.

Not just 77 times, but 78, 79, 80... times even though your brother (or sister) sins against you.

Stephy, my super-duper-wooper awesome friend is back from YWAM! Six months not seeing her is long enough, thank God you're back. You're missed laah.

-I had family time. Which was pretty weird cos I don't normally have it anymore. It was alright spending time with my family.

-I'm having a tummy ache because I drank orange juice out of the carton, and it's 4.15am now.

-I should be studying BK right now, a pass would be rewarding. (:

-Ms Oh-So-Sexy voice, rest more drink more. It's starting to pour now and the frog might start singing. Do you feel the facial hair growing? *sticks out tongue*

-LOVE, is a strong word. So is FAITH.

Just because my Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth said so.

*vanwasere.

2009-06-26T14:46:00.000-07:00

Who knew that I wouldn't handle this well.

Lies lies deceit deceit whispering through my ears. Lots of them. Betrayal, you said. What's the point? Wouldn't you understand?

This week had been terrible and I'm up early 6am typing this. Why?

The saying, "forgive and forget" shouldn't even be said in this life and it should be made a taboo word cos it'll never happen. How can someone after forgiving, forget bout what one have done to them if it matters?

Just because I appreciate my friends in life and I don't just say Screw It to a situation that matters so much to me.

Maybe someday you'll understand.

Classic.

2009-06-26T03:16:00.000-07:00

Drama much.

Last Sports Day, best one ever. :D Proud to be a blue house member.

Goodbye MJ and MJ's band. Went to Groove junction the other day to support Michael Joshua's, Repulse as it was their last gig cos they're going their own separate ways in life. Mike J, the best guitarist I've met. Michael Jackson, condolences to you. & the canteen uncle in my school, we didn't have a moment of silence for you. Thanks for selling the cantenn food to us even though it's overpriced now. Don't haunt me.

I'm just tired and pretty uninspired with what's revolving around me now. Emo jazz tunes would suit my mood now.

Oh yeah, the brother of mine is back from Korea for Summer holidays. (:

*vanwasere. (:

Screwish Can Be My Sandwich.

2009-06-23T00:36:00.000-07:00

Trust?
Lies, is all you've got and I'm not gonna quarell with who you're not.
If you're wondering if this person's you, don't, cos you're not.

Like.

2009-06-20T06:03:00.000-07:00

Transformers, More than meets the eye. Transformers, Robots in disguise.

Today is Saturday.
Went to Carrie's school early in the morning for her IU and carnival. I prayed for sun to come out and it did. But it was so hot that I was sweating like a pig.

Metaphors-oh-Metaphors. You.

When I grow up, I wanna be rich. & buy all the shoes in the world, but I know I won't be satisfied ever. So what's the point? I think the thought of growing up is a pretty scary thing to think of when you're idle. Life, God, Why?

Please pray for me as I'll be sitting for my driving test on Monday. Pretty freaked out about it but I believe that God will be there for me. No bribe please.

*vanwasere. (:

What You See Is What You Get.

2009-06-19T02:41:00.000-07:00

Somewhere, not over the rainbow silly, when I was sitting by the roadside at the lorong of the corner of the world with two jakuns name Yujie and Sam Lim waiting for a stupid taxi for almost half an hour, this picture was taken.

I have tons of pictures of her in my phone because she takes my phone, and next thing you know my phone is filled with her camwhore pictures. She wants to do Edward Cullen's crooked smile. She scares me. :/

Will most probably be sitting for my driving test next Monday
I spent one whole day at borders reading this book but I'm still lazy. Tell me why? (David Archuleta sings)One little, two little, three little and four little pigeons. The biggest bird in the gang is called Sam. The big black one cos Sam is black now. Getting ready to be rolled over by my mom's car. I'm such a sadist.

Organiser of no-nonsense tuition. Go Uncle Chan!

This is a random post. Time for Entourage Season 5! :D

*vanwasere. (:

2009-06-17T01:30:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, You Can't Have It All, I Think.

She said, "Innocent Sh*tface." Random vulgar statement.

And he said, "He likes her, but does she?"

When? will he muster up every inch of his guts to go to her, I wonder.

"There wouldn't be swine flu if we treat the pigs better!" says Jim Carrey.

Just watched MTV movie awards 2009, wasn't that great. Twilight won almost every awards, not surprising. Kristen Stewart wearing a high cut converse and Robert Pattinson pulling off with those nikes. I need to sleep now.

*vanwasere.sometimes,ijustwantitall.you.

Flap-Doodle.

2009-06-16T02:30:00.000-07:00

Tuesday, I can't be wrong on what day is it today because I just checked at the bottom right column of the screen.

School was blahh. Got back almost all my test results. Pretty satisfied with it but I think I can do much better with more preparation and hard work of course. Was quite upset with my English and Physics marks though. :/

I came back from school and finished up my last 99 pages of Twilight and I'm finally done after 3 months of procrastinating to finish the book. The storybook's more interesting than the movie and i just watched New Moon's trailer. As all the girls said, Jacob is the hot one in the new movie. I remembered watching Twilight with Carrie and Nick, all the girls were screaming their lungs out when Edward appeared. I'm guessing that all the girls would give their piercing shouts to Jacob in the next movie? Kudos to me for finishing the book.

Gym Class Heroes' AWESOME. "Take a look at my Girlfriend, She's the only one I've got..." gives me goosebumps when i watched their live gig. Awesome Possum.

*vanwasere. musicplease? (:

Daughters.

2009-06-11T22:03:00.000-07:00

My life had been like this, Life-less.

I know a girl,

She puts the color inside of my world,
but she's just like a maze,

Where all of the walls are continually changed.

I've just wasted 2 weeks of my life.

hello school bye bye holidays.

*vanwasere. (:

Just For Kicks.

2009-06-07T21:44:00.000-07:00

I skipped class just for this picture. i quote, " Don't mess with the Zol-han. " A 12year old kid is stuck in this man's body. Mr Zol, if you read this, know that you rock my socks. (:

I've been going out every single day just to avoid the loud "bing bang boom pow" noises in my house. I'm out now in Rauf's house to get my add maths project so that i can finish it soon. I've been staring at my handphone a lot for the past week, just to get a reply from you.

Anyways, last week has been pretty, um i can't find the word to describe it, there was a lot of dull moments when i just stare at the ceiling for like a few hours, holding my phone doing nothing. The thought of trials, SPM, getting good results kills me on the inside. I was just having a conversation with Suetyun yesterday and both us were talking bout our future, it's pretty scary i must say. I've got to constantly remind myself the verse that says, " Do not worry bout tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry bout itself. " There's also pretty exciting moments when I get to spend quality time with my friends knowing that God put 'em in my life for a reason. Life can be awesome and dull at the same time, to me at least.

There's just too much in life, when there's only a little that's happening. Maybe it's just the weather, or just me. Sometimes things are a lil confusing- feelings, emotions, sun, rain, Volcano, Life. I want, need answers in life, but those answers may not be the answers that i want. The thought of it is pretty scary even right now as I'm typing this, just because i'm pretty confused bout this thing called life..?

This goes no where if i keep on thinking about the unnecessary, it's eternal. I miss you and you're not here. Ask me and I'd say I don't know cos I don't have the answer.

& someone just passed away a week or so ago, i might not know you, but i want to thank you on behalf of Sam for blessing Sam with a guitar even though you didn't know who he was. Know that when we make good music for God, we'll remember you too.

Faith. What a big five lettered word.

*vanwasere.towritefaithonmyback. (:

Do the D.A.N.C.E.

2009-05-30T21:27:00.000-07:00

My Fav Picture During That Night. (:

I don't think i'd be coming online that often during this coming week cos of the renovation in this room and my dad just told me his computer is pretty screwed up now. Gives me a reason to go Andrew Paul's house more often to online, yes?

Like every holidays, I'd be spending it with my friends everyday just to catch up with them, like Mangkuk Suetyun who's my holiday kaki-lang. Haven't seen her in ages man. And I really want to make the best out of this holidays, especially with you. :p

Anyone has a one day part time job to offer me? Or anyone wants to learn drums from me? :D

Holidays for 2weeks is not enough. I need to party longer.

random fact: I have bookophobia and examophobia.

*vanwasere. &i'llbeback. terminatorstyle. (:

Skinny Jeans.

2009-05-30T20:57:00.001-07:00

Meet my skinny jeans, Skinny Lim.

Skinny Lim's name tag.

Soooo, the question is, "Is it a Rempit thing to pull off this jeans?" Hate me Love me, like how britney spears sings (i quite outsdated lah cos i just listened to the song on radio yesterday), I'm still gonna wear this pair of jeans. It was on offer PLUS the fitting isn't that tight compared to other skinny jeans that i've tried on. It's more of a slim jeans. I've worked hard for this pair of jeans man and my hard work paid off.

Next on shopping list: Red checkered shirt. You're shopping with me for it right, Sarah? (:

I can't seem to leave a space when i publish this post unless i space it in Edit Html, how?

*vanwasere. (:

Boom Boom Pow!

2009-05-30T19:37:00.000-07:00

Song of the week for me: Boom Boom Pow. I've a huge secret crush on Fergie since I was young, and now it's not so secret anymore.

Sat-ur-day.

Woke up early in the morning to go for this extreme challenge by ClubEd at Sunway college with Yilin, Sam, XinHui and Sarah Lee. (: It wasn't that extreme except the fact we got to have stamina to run back and forth many times. All I can say, great exercise for the legs and I had some great time just spending the morning with my friends.

Church was tiring for me because of not resting after the competition. The first thing when i saw ZhiWei at church, I told him, " I need to go shopping!" I realised that I don't have anymore nice clothes in my cupboard and i really wanted to get a pair of jeans.

Headed to Cha Cha Pan Mee at Aman Suria after church for dinner. Tasty and resonable price. Planned to go to OU for Terminator Salvation and SHOPPING! :D Retail therapy for me after my exams is goooood for the soul.

Zhiwei and I, tried a couple of jeans andd *Drum Rolls*, we got ourselves each a pair of Skinny Jeans. I guess the price is kinda reasonable so yeah we just bought it anyways. Will leave it for the next post.

Went to Mosin for a drink and headed back to OU at 12ish for the movie. I don't fancy popcorns.

Terminator Salvation, other than the action, the story line was kinda boring because I haven't watch the others. Fell asleep through the movie even though we were sitting at the very first row. I don't reckon you to watch this unless you've watched the rest of Terminator movies or you're up for some action with robotic and shooting sounds cos the movie has full of these stuff. I have a new room mate. And she's big. My room's pretty messed up again cos i was transferring my drums for the guest room to my room. Gonna start renovation in the guest room on Monday so I won't be able to use this room for one week. This gives me a reason to study and get off the computer.

*vanwasere. (:

Happy Teacher's Day!

2009-05-29T02:40:00.000-07:00

Recycled Beats Crew invaded Taman SEA's hall and we had a blast. The group consist of Sam, Peishan, Andrew, Sabrina, Melvin and myself. Why recycled beats crew? Just because.. ask me to find out lah.

As I grow older, I finally understand why on earth we need a teacher. I know most people would not agree with on this about the need of a teacher. There's just some teacher that are like ughh, and I'm sure all of us have alot of em. But oh well, what to do. Just suck it in even if you feel like smacking them in the face.

It had been the best teacher's day in my five years in Taman SEA. Pn Harminder actually cried when she thanked us & i reminded her that she showed us all her cl*avage on the very first lesson during form 3. Good ol' times. I'd definitely miss some teachers in Taman Sea. Mr Zol, we might pissed each other's butt off every single day but I know you love me lah. To the rest of the teachers that I've met through these 5 years, just wanna say thanks for everything and i appreciate every single thing that you all have taught me.

Pictures will be up when i receieve it from everyone. So to everyone who has Teacher's day pics please send it to me through msn. (:

Our video will be up too when HuiYing(my biggest bum in life) uploads it. :D

*vanwasere. (:

Hallelujah. :D

2009-05-28T04:41:00.000-07:00

Fat is Phat. (:

I barely slept at school just now even though i was dang tired. Skipped class and went to the hall to past time. This week has been an awesome week. Tiring and awesome.

Had driving lessons and i drove all the way to KL i think? It was an hour drive from my house and that's the place I'm going to take my test. So faaar. Nenlin lah gave me this contact. :/
Mercedes Kancil Benz.
The funny looking tree.

My ear keeps bleeding, keep keep bleeding blood. Infection from piercing. ):

Tonight, no its not the night that i'll for you. But BLOGGER BOY is on 8tv. Sam had been reminding me to watch it. Honestly, we're still talking bout Kami cos i think it's really a show that relates to the youth of this generation.

I've no idea what blogger boy is about, just went to their website. The actor and actress are kinda... old? But i sure do hope it's an interesting show. Tonight 9.30pm on 8tv peeps.

Blogger boy i think?

ABU aka Nas T. One of my favourite m'sian actor. Really funny dude. When i saw this picture, the art behind caught my attention.

This girl, I'm just too lazy to go their website to find her name.

Watch it tonight to know more about it.

Teacher's day tomorrow and me and a couple of friends are doing the first and last STOMP performance in school. We're not known as "Ivan and the stomp out loud" which was given by the prefects. Pretty lame name and it ain't original.

Recycle(d) Beats are us. Why? Just because I recycled beats to be used in this performance. Gonna bring the school down.

*vanwasere&keepingitoriginal.(:

LikXiang's Surprise Party & Champions League.

2009-05-27T14:26:00.001-07:00

This is what you get as your handphone's wallpaper when it's not in your hands.& I brought my Lego to school today to play.

School was rather tiring cos WE were dancing our butt of before recess as the rehearsals was going on. Spent all day there. Melvin's phone got stolen, cut the whole long story short, didn't manage to find it back. So peeps, when you bring any valuable stuff to school, make sure you take good care of it.

Mr Zol and I pissed each other off, as usual. Headed to Andrew's house with sam after school and we've got a new tune. :D We watched Paramore, our inspiration.

Fell asleep in his house and i was so blur that my dad was outside waiting for me already for don't know how long. Wanted to sleep again but then i remembered about Lik Xiang's surprise BBQ party. Called Lemuel and went out again

With all the party hats, winnie the pooh, batman, smiley face etc. We surprised him(i guess). Had some great time just hanging out and talking and eating. I'm so getting fat man.

Victim no 1, gone.

Victim no 2, also gone.2am, went to Aman Suria's Kayu to watch this match with Zhiwei, Zhiyu, Jon, Gab, Joel, Vignesh, Likxiang and his cousin. Everyone hates me cos I was with Barca. I'm sorry lah, My hero Thierry Henry was inside so i just gotta support them. I'm still with Arsenal even though they're trophy-less.

It's 5.42am and I'm going to school later, with my blue pillow. Time to sleep for half an hour and get zombie-fied when I go to school later.

*vanwasere. (: &i'mgonnamissyou.

MC, Anyone?

2009-05-26T14:50:00.000-07:00

Since I'm up early in the morning cos I fell asleep really yesterday night, I've decided to blog. Was planning to do my one month due add maths tuition homework but got caught up with the computer.

So anyone wants this letter? I typed and printed 7 of 'em so that my teacher won't call my parents today.

Off to school, another day in the hall.

Coming up, RECYCLE BEATS. :D be excited. & don't skip teacher's day peeps.

*vanwasere. (:

Gravity.

2009-05-26T02:32:00.000-07:00

Attack of the Lego.

So what's new?I cleaned up my room and it's super super clean now. Got a board from Ikea which i wanted for quite some time and now it's in front of my bed. I just finished a packet of Bytes in 5 minutes.

I took out my lego to play cos i was too bored and imagined them as lil' Sarah Lee(s). :p

I changed my blog skin cos i got bored of the black one, nice?

I'm gonna exercise now, just because I'm fat.

*vanwasere. (:

SarahLeeHuiYi. (:

2009-05-23T09:56:00.001-07:00

Who's she? Look at my friend list, find SarahLee(: and click on her.

Happy Birthday, Miss I-Cause-Volcano!

She's just awesome, too awesome. Through this one and a half year that I've known her, she's the one that have been really picking me up when I'm down with encouragement and just being here for me whenever I need someone is the best gift from God. Even though it has been only a short period of time that i've known you, i know that there's still alot that He has plan for us in this journey. Sharing the good times in life together with you and the blessing of texting and being able to call you anytime got us really close together, yeah?

I believe that we've still a long journey ahead and I truely thank Him for putting you in my life. It wouldn't be the same.

I don't wanna write much here cos I'd save it for another one.

No pictures here because all the pictures are all over people's camera in the world.

P/S: Is Lil' Miss Volcano fine under your good care? I love Romeo. Give me your toy poodle please and thankyou? (:

Her ponytail.

*vanwasere. (:

May 23rd Was, Is & Is Going To Be An AWESOME Day. (:

2009-05-23T09:16:00.000-07:00

It started off with morning. The alarm rang at 9.30 in the morning for 10mins before i turned it off. Was really tired cos I played a round of Dota after many many months. Don't get me wrong, I'm not starting that game again, just having a bonding session with bro and friends. Defeat was the word.

Anyways, rushed to clean myself up, realised my hair looks really cool in the morning cos it's a natural mo-hawk. But decided to put a lil wax to it to work against gravity on the hair. "Oh Gravity, is working against me. And gravity wants to bring me down." John mayer sings. Ate breakfast and headed to BeeYen's for add maths cos I wanted to rest my mind a lil yesterday. It's kinda cool when the BeeYen's students in my class says, "BeeYen's". It's like "William's" mamak or something which has an identity of their own. Sat for a test, left question one and two blank cos I've no idea how to do. Saranya and Henna were there too so we kinda discussed.

Headed back home after tuition to get ready for church. Was looking through my piles of clothes to see which shirts and pants i should wear. Bathed and put on my black checkered pants and Zildjian shirt. Felt under dressed though. :/ Before i headed out, Daddy said, "Did you bring extra underwear?" i checked my plastic bag to double check and told him i've already put it in.

Cell group was alright, Purdy led the group again. Headed down to the Main Sanctuary for briefing. Oh yeah, the extra pair of underwear was for my baptism. :D

Taken from Sarah Ong's blog.

If you're wondering why this picture is here, it was during YBMEW, which stands for youth baptism membership encounter weekend. These are the only pictures in my computer that's related to the baptism of mine. haha.

I GOT BAPTISED TODAY! The water was cold. What's baptism about? Why is it necessary or is it even purposeful to do this thing? The answer is yes, and it's stated in the Bible. To me, baptism means that I really want to live my life as a Christian and get serious with God. I come from a Christian family and normally would think that I'm a Christian since birth. It doesn't go that way. It doesn't mean that if your parents are hristians and you're a christian too. They don't make the decision for you to be a Christian. It's your decision. And taking this road in life is not an easy road, instead it's gonna be harder. But i believe that my reward is in heaven and I'm in this world just for some time. It's nothing compared to eternal life.

For those who supported me and congratulated me, THANK YOU. God is just so awesome.

A present from my E2 members. THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH AND I REALLY APPRECIATE IT. :D
Andrew Paul, kawan baikku gave me this sticker and i was overjoyed man. Killer Gerbil? Singapore's graffiti artist. Been checking out his art for quite some time on streething and his website. He's really good.

& after church, my mommy and daddy fetched me and my friends called, Sam, Andrew, Huiying and Carrie to Sarah Lee's crib. (:

*vanwasere. (:

Marabahaya! Satu Kertas Lagi!

2009-05-20T22:49:00.000-07:00

One more, just one more to go.

It has been a crazy three weeks. I've never looked forward for a day so much than tomorrow, seriously. And tomorrow is the killer paper. Paper 1 made me lose all my self esteem already. But but, tomorrow's the day to look for! Plus it's all gonna end before recess! There goes my misery.

If you all don't know who's this leng zai up here, he won american idol just now. We had people telling us who won in school during recess. But I still like Jason Castro laaah. >.<

Listening to one of my favourite Malaysian band, Pop Shuvit. They're awesome. Make us Malaysians proud. (: I just cant wait to shout...
tomorrow!

*vanwasere.

2009-05-17T23:43:00.000-07:00

Dumb or Stupid?

Honestly, I'm feeling both now cos of mid terms. Nothing to regret though, but to learn from it. I can't even finish doing my physics paper one. Four more days till I'm free from this feeling, just for awhile till the next one hits me again. ):

Just One More Week, One More I Repeat.

2009-05-14T21:54:00.000-07:00

I googled "BIO" and this came out.

I like spiderman. Been the superhero that I really like since i was a kid. Although he don't have many powers other than his spidey web, I still like him. Red and Blue goes well together, I just realised.

Okay, jus sat my Bio paper and i only know how to do like half the paper. Pn Cheung ahh.. Next week will be my worse nightmare which is Chemistry, so i'm gonna start nerding on it. One more week, it's just mid-terms i keep on telling myself.

So, one more week of...

And I'd still be... ... just a lil cooler.

Sarah Lee's birthday party is coming soon. (: and i just saw Zhiyu outside of my school.

Currently listening to:

By JUSTICE.

*vanwasere. (:

um ?

2009-05-11T01:13:00.000-07:00

My Bible's cover since I was standard 6.

Sejarah is History! So glad that it's over and for whatever results i get i'll still thank God even though i know only like half the paper. :/ 8 more days of test to go and i'm a free man!

Since i'm not having any test tomorrow, i've decided to clean my room.

From this...

And after one hour of cleaning...

My bed was in the toilet since there was no space to put it anymore.

Tadaa! Clean-er room.

Yeah i've have an intesresting room, full of adventures. it's always messy and when i feel like cleaning then i'd only clean it.

Don't ask me when was the last time i cleaned my room before this. It was filled with dust and lots of books all over that i didn't even have space to walk. Even found a dead rat with a cockroach in it's mouth. KIDDING. :D

Can't take a picture of myself cos i haven't put anything on my hair for one whole week except when i went to church the other day and it's really in bad shape now.

For now, physics tuition.

Do continue to keep me in your prayers, would really appreciate it.

*vanwasere. nosmileysyetcosexamsarenotdone.

I Love You, Mom.

2009-05-10T01:21:00.000-07:00

I really don't know what to say to my mom, words can't express this feeling of mine.
You're the greatest mom in the whole universe that i could ever ask for.
I know my life wouldn't be complete you, Mom.
Al I can say is " I Love You. "
Thank you for loving me and making my life complete.
I thank you Lord for giving me, my mother.

*vanwasere.andloveshismomwithallhisheart. <333

2009-05-08T05:52:00.000-07:00

I am not looking forward for another exam paper...

Eye + Van = Ivan !

2009-05-04T07:00:00.000-07:00

I miss my kor kor, alot.

Can't wait for you to come back on June 22nd. (:

And gahh detest exams. Like Henna said, " I hope i could die for one month and wake up after that. "

But I should take it as a stepping stone, and not a stumbling block, cos i know i wouldnt grow or become smarter if there weren't exams in this world. So, thank you.

Just have to go through and not give up because of sejarah. Detest detest. Everyone should stop studying sejarah now to make me feel better. Kinda gave up on it but will try to continue to cramp everything in my head in one day. God help me.

Even through all these not-so-fun stuff happening in my life, there's still God giving me His Word everyday and I truly thank God for Him for assuring His grace and love for me.

Really really need prayers through these 3 weeks as my exams start on Wednesday. Thanks!

*vanwasere.

Jason Castro.

2009-04-29T06:45:00.000-07:00

God, I am second.

Watch more "I Am Second" clips. It might just change your life. (:

*vanwasere. (:

This Despair?

2009-04-28T05:32:00.000-07:00

Margin Comes From Managing Your Time
by Rick Warren
In our Devotionals series, Pastor Rick Warren discusses the Bible passages that inspire him the most. Today's Devotional is based on this passage:

"Then Jesus said, 'Let's get away from the crowds for a while and rest.' There were so many people coming and going that Jesus and His apostles didn't even have time to eat" (Mark 6:31 NLT).

Jesus experienced enormous stress and pressure, yet it didn't seem to disturb His peace of mind. In spite of opposition, constant demands, and little privacy, His life reflected a calm sense of balance.

What was His secret?

1. Identification: Know who you are (John 8:12). Eighteen times Jesus publicly defined Himself. There was no doubt in His mind as to who He was. If you are unsure of your identity, you'll allow others to pressure you into their molds. Trying to be someone you're not causes stress!

2. Dedication: Know who you want to please (John 5:30). You can't please everyone. Even God can't! Just about the time you get "Crowd A" happy, "Crowd B" will be upset with you. Jesus never let the fear of rejection manipulate Him. No one can pressure you without your permission.

3. Organization: Set clear goals (John 8:14). Jesus said, "I know where I came from and where I am going." Preparation prevents pressure but procrastination produces it. You work by either priorities or pressures.

4. Concentration: Focus on one thing at a time (Luke 4:42-44). You can't chase two rabbits at the same time! Jesus knew how to handle interruptions without being distracted from His primary goal.

5. Delegation: Don't try to do everything yourself (Mark 3:14). We get tense when we feel it all depends on us. Jesus enlisted twelve disciples. Don't allow the fear that others may not do as good a job as you, or that they may do a better job than you, to keep you from asking for help.

6. Meditation: Make a habit of prayer (Mark 1:35). No matter how busy Jesus got, He found time to get alone to pray every day. A daily quiet time is a great stress decompression chamber. Use this time to talk to God about your pressures and problems, evaluate your priorities, and discover the rules for successful living by reading the Bible.

7. Relaxation: Take time to enjoy life (Mark 6:30-31). Balance is the key to stress management. Work must be balanced with fun and worship.

I claim all of this words so that i can live my life well. Amen! :D

*vanwasere. (:

Matthew 11:28-30
"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."

Only God Can Save Me, Again.

2009-04-24T04:45:00.000-07:00

Really stressed out by exams as this is the first time I've not done preparations compared to my form 4 tests. Guess I've gotta learn it the hard way. Sighs. Let this be a lesson learnt for me. Do pray for me.

Mark 8:36 (NIV)
What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, yet forfeit his soul?

To God, I cant do this on my own.

*vanwasere.

Kematian Seekor Burung Gagak. :D

2009-04-21T06:59:00.000-07:00

Oh yes, watch watch watch! We had our interclass malay drama competition last friday and credits to Hadi for making this video.

van: " Aku politician tau? YEAAAAH! "

*vanwasere. (:

I Killed Someone.

2009-04-14T02:28:00.000-07:00

TUESDAY.

It was just now, when i was driving, my very first lesson with Mr Ng. So he was instructing me, well he wasn't that nice lah but oh well i've gotta bare with him for another 10hours?

Anyways that not the point. There were 2 pigeons at one point and I KILLED A FREAKING PIGEON. I named it Bobby cos it's a stupid bird. I was driving slow, so i thought the bird would fly away. But noooo i was wrong the bird stood there and i rolled over it. Mr Ng, " see you drive so fast now u kill the little bird already. " I was like *dots* I drove like bout 20km/h only i think?

When i got back i picked up my phone and called Sarah Lee cos i had this conversation with her bout pigeons not having ears. It was a random fact that i told her quite some time ago and i guess it's proven now. :p

Bout half an hour after i got back from driving, Sam called, " Huiying's mom coming to pick you up from your house in 20mins time. " Lol this jakun didnt even tell me before hand. But it was worth it cos Huiying's parents brought us out for dinner at a restaurant near Sam's house and he was like telling us bout how thankful he is to God when there's good food. Went for chem at night in Pn Lee's house. Guess i'm only gonna join after mid terms.

Got home, told my parents bout the whole pigeon thing, they told me to repent. Enough said.

EDIT EDIT.

WEDNESDAY.

Skipped school for a last minute thing called Bola baling. The objective of the game: use your hands to score a goal. It's a rough game lah cos everyone kinda push and pull and fight and take out parangs all just to score a goal.
These are the cuts i got on Good Friday after bola baling training. We played in mud and every single one of us were covered with mud from head to toe. It was really fun. :D

Mommy, " Why play until like that one?"
Me, " Cos I'm a boy. "

I got sunburnt. My skin colour is not really proportional now cos my body's like super fair. ish.

Just got up from my sleep after a tiring day. I didnt even get into the court cos the form 4's were playing and Sam, Amarul, Woon, Charapa and I were the cheerleaders. Even told em to bring pom poms tomorrow so that our school team will win, hopefully.

So, I need to start studying. Dang it.

*vanwasere. (:

Battle Of The Geeks & Paramore!

2009-04-07T01:23:00.000-07:00

I can do this equation in 90 seconds.

Today's Tuesday and I went to school, just for awhile.
Why? Cos I went to sunway college for the " Battle Of The Geeks", in my words of course. It's sunway college a level maths and logic competition 2009. I was kinda chosen to represent the school with 3 other peeps, Ivory who's my teammate and Renesh together with Danielle. Guess we're the geeks of the school? I'm the not so smart one compared to them and teacher chose me cos i don't know why and I was quite flattered laah. (:

How did i do for the thingy? I failed miserably i guess? There was 2 rounds and for the first round i only answered 5 questions out of 25 and it was objective questions. You get 2 marks for each correct answer and a deduction of 1 mark if answered wrong. Then it was time for round 2 and i was teamed up with Ivory. We did pretty, okay? It was definitely a challenge against time cos we only have like 90 secs - 120 secs depending on the questions to answer it. We got like 3 right answers out of 15. Congrats to Catholic high school who got champion and a full scholarship in A level. Oh oh! It was proven today that more guys are better, in terms of maths. There were 18prizes given out to the the top 18 scorers due to the ties among few contestants and out of 18 peeps only one of em is a girl. The worse thing bout this competition, it wasn't the anxiety i was feeling cos i know i'm like the odd one out compared to the rest, but it was the coldness of the hall. Freaking cold that I wanted to pee everytime i go in. Gee.

Pictures is all in the Samsung Omnia and I don't have the cable so I can't upload it. Fell asleep right when i stepped into Pn Teh's car. Only woke up when Danielle nudged me cos we've already reached school.

I'm A Geek Inside, But A Cool Guy On The Outside. :D
Who are these people who calls themselves " Secret Lover"..?

I was eager to head home, no not to study, but to watch Paramore's live concert, The Final Riot! Andrew gave me in the morning cos he said The Intro my band made(huh what band? not telling you all. :p ) sounds similar to it. It doesn't sound like it at all lah. I'm really into their music, their kinda similar to Anberlin to me, maybe cos both drummers use TRUTH drums which sounds really really dope! Their music has alot of meaning in it and i was just reading Wikipedia on how they named their album and how they got their name. Paramore which means Secret Lover in Latin i think? And their music is definitely for the Almighty God that I worship too. (: Zac Farro, with Truth drums and Meinl cymbals.

The hottest rocker chick ever, Hayley Williams. My band is currently looking for a Hayley Williams with great attitude and show(wo)manship like her of course. :D I was googling pictures and i found this pair of awesome Vans kicks. Some guy made a custom for it and I would definitely want to own one of these.

Currently listening to-Paramore RIOT!

So how do you mix Paramore with Mutemath, with a little blend of Anberlin and top it off with some of our own tunes?

I just had to put this video on cos it's so awesome and i think it's Zac Farro doing a really funny dance, i've watched it at least 10times.

and the few of us monkeys tried to do this in school today, the Jeremy Davis pressure flip. :D

i think i'm gonna use small fonts from now on?

*vanwasere. (:

Boom Boom Dynamites! This Is So Random.

2009-04-03T03:10:00.000-07:00

HELLO MY NAME IS IVAN, AND I GO TO SCHOOL ON MONDAY TILL FRIDAY AND SOMETIMES ON SATURDAY TOO COS I'M SUPPOSED TO AND I DON'T THINK I'VE GOT ANY OTHER CHOICE.

Came back from school today, rushed my add maths work cos tuition was in bout an hour time. Went to tuition all sleepy but was excited cos I was getting my episode 17 of 90210 from Andrew Paul after tuition. Went into his house as if it was my house and said hi to his mom then only his mom realised that i was i in the house. Funny much. Headed home and went straight to the computer and watched this episode. We've been waiting for it for almost a month or so.

In this episode, Silver had gone crazy cos of this crazy thing called *jeng jeng jeng* LOVE. I don't wanna spoil the episode for people who havent watch it too so yeah watch it to know what's happening.

Boo, Silver is pretty okaaaaay? Gold, okay okay only lah.

Oh oh, and everytime i go to Celine's blog, it's always bout Gossip girl. LOL, know why i don't watch it? Cos the actresses are old. at least 90210 got younger chicks like silver. :D
Didn't really study much this week due to phototaking session for 2 days. This was Wednesday, when i was in class when everyone were in the library after staying in the hall all day long. Ivan says, " Rotten students, SMILE!" then these few monkeys gave me really big smiles. haha. Guitar hero on Andrew's Nintendo DS.
Woots te 10k drums, yes?

And currently, I'm using this phone, Samsung Omnia. It's Andrew's. :p My dad wants it that's why its with me, I didn't steal it don't worry.And yes, these pictures had been on my desktop for a very long time. Remember those days when we play Playstation 1? Oh yes, Nike HAD made a pair of Air Force 1's and now they're making it again. Kids like us shouldn't even think bout these babies home cos it costs at least a grand.

Sexy laaah.

I don't think I'll be blogging anytime soon, i hope? cos of exams. Do keep me in your prayers cos I really need it. Amen!

kaythanksbye.

*vanwasere. (:

Happy Birthday, Premier!

2009-03-31T00:36:00.000-07:00

It was on 31st of May that I've brought you home from Harmony I remembered.
And I truely thank God for you cos if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be able to express myself so much and trying to get myself better to praise God with this talent that He has given me.

Happy Birthday! :D

Let the drummer kick,Let the drummer kick that

Those awesome cymbals, not mine. ):

Sorry for not being able to buy extra "dresses and accecories" to make you look pretty. You may not be the prettiest drums on earth, but you still look pretty to me at least. Continue to make beautiful music for me and the world to listen, someday.

And to YOU ! Happy 2 years anni! :p

L License

2009-03-27T08:12:00.000-07:00

I camwhore when i'm bored.

It was Thursday.

I decided to skip school for the stupid boring bengkel. Went to my piggy bank and took out this amount of money. Yes, i pay it by myself cos i wanna drive soon lah.

BORING bengkel class that kills you cos it's so boring.

The only book i brought was my devotion book cos i was having my breakfast then my driving instructor called me. So this was the only book i managed to grab. When i turned to this page i think bout my hot friend, Sarah Lee. Don't drink too much kay?

Had Roti Canai for breakie.

My gangster looking punya IC.

Lunch that costs rm4.80 cos i added an egg and it wasn't delicious and it costs me one buck for it.

Emo punya weather.

The guy doing his thang, explainin how to park and 3 point turn and the slope which scare me cos i don't know if i can do it. ):

Back to the class cos it rained. So basically, i kinda stayed in the class bout 5 hours. It was THREATENING.

Found junk in my house called NINI.

And we all know this earth hour programme is being held tomorrow all over the world. Malysians, celebrate just about anything lah. Pretty good and bad too. It's about bringing awareness to the world on how important is saving electricity and by turning off our lights for one hour will probably, yes probably make a change in our habit of wasting electricity. I'm in the computer room and the lights and fans in my room are all switched on. wooops. During that one hour, go to the park and have fun with your friends and family yeah? That's what my apartment is doing tomorrow.

Was suppose to do my BK test at home cos i missed it last week but was kinda distracted by the computer. Guess I'll only be doing it when i get back from PD. Sorry teacher!

Will be heading to Port Dickson tomorrow and I'll be seeing you. (:

*vanwasere. (:

Today's a Historical Day.

2009-03-27T04:50:00.000-07:00

SAMUEL LIM, made history today. Have you ever wondered why is it called history? Cos it was, is and is going to be his story. He finally got his guitar after 3 freaking years. Sam, Andrew, Melvin and myself headed to Bentley after school to get his guitar. And yes, we're jakuns. Taking pictures, acting just like 5years old kids and talking bout male chickens its what we're born to do. I don't have any pictures with me cos it's all with Sam but... I just have to blog bout this cos we wanted him to get a guitar more than he wanted to get it for himself, that's what he told his mom. (: Likee finally, thank you God for finally letting him make up his indecisive mind and we know that he has made the decision. Amen. We were witnesses to this historical day.

I am a Rockstar, I've got my rock moves. But I need You.

*vanwasere. (:

The Band I Never Had.

2009-03-24T07:30:00.000-07:00

... & I'll be the drummer rocking on the stage with the band, pouring out our passion to make awesome music, someday.

*vanwasere. (:

Huiying's So Gay That She Turned Into A GIRL.

2009-03-23T07:12:00.000-07:00

HEY GAY, DID YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY?
My present from Miss Sarah Lee Hui Yi. :D

This is my bestfriend. ChinHuiYing. How she became my best friend? She disturbs me in class and has made, is making and gonna make my life miserable till the end of age. Joke!

Trying to act cute.

I was sitting beside her during tuition then I was like, " Huiying, you're so gay that you turned into a girl. " Then i was like " Eyh, take few pictures of yourself so i can blog bout you and I'll write the title as what i just said. " HAHA! So this is how her pictures got into my phone. Known her since form 1 and then we just got closer cos we spend so much together even though we don't want but just happened to and there you go, our close friendship. :D

Rocking with Vans and the ZooYork checkered pants. :D

... dang, I've gotta see Huiying at school tomorrow.

*vanwasere.

Hello, Puberty! SHINE Camp.

2009-03-23T06:25:00.000-07:00

Luke 11.34
" Your eye is the lamp of your body. When your eyes are good, your whole body also is full of light. But when they are bad, your whole body also is full of darkness."

Something Happens In Everyone.

On March 20th, Ivan Lim reached Peacehaven. The ride this time was rather short cos I slept throughout the journey.

Someone left the Bass drum and Speakers in the middle of the road. Scenery of the cold place.

Ian teaching about puberty with the boys. " We are MEN! *everyone shouts HOK!(or however you spell it)*

Bahh bored.

It was games time and this was Sereena's station. Made em do all kind of weird poses and freeze so that i can take a picture of em.

Mr worm a.k.a Chong Chong. My phone has no macro mode but it focused really good, just not on the right thing. Not bad eyhh my phone.

Campers after formal night. Getting ready to watch "I not stupid".

This boy here, he's the cutest boy ever. He played so much and he was seriously dang tired. He was having his dinner, chewing and munching down the food as his mommy fed him, then he fell asleep. WITH THE FOOD INSIDE HIS MOUTH! X) and according to his mom, it was the first time that happened. lols.

Bad picture. ): We gave them GSC tickets for Blessed draw!

I didn't take much picture cos i was too tired and everything was too rush. I don't even have the camp picture. When i get it, I hope i'll remember to post it up. That's all for now. tu` raaa.

*vanwasere. (:

To The Place Of Peace-To-The-Haven.

2009-03-19T10:20:00.000-07:00

I had gay day with Andrew today. Tried uploading the pictures from my phone but the stupid connector ain't working. I need a new phone gahhh. Amithab Batchan! Watched that scene from Slumdog Millionaire cos i love it. haha! An episode of Entourage and Guitar Hero on his Nintendo DS. I have a natural talent for video games. LOL. And had fun playing his new toy that's living under his roof, A Ddrum drums. :D Sofie from KAMI, was the one that got me into malay chicks. Sam quote, "Basically girls who are tanned are all hot lah." I agreed. But we definitely can't categorise it like this. Some chinese chicks are tanned too. :D Andrew Paul and I was just going through random blogs and we found out that this Sofie, Juliana Sophie bt Johari Evans is Bis Andrew's(Gingerfish) friend. I think? yes yes or friend friend. haha. She's even hotter right now but she's like 21? Bah Bah brown sheep boooo.

Will be heading to Genting for three days cos of a std 6 camp. I really do hope I have fun. Ahh well God will lead me through.

I miss you, alot.

*vanwasere. (:

Happy Birthday, Bie. (:

2009-03-18T10:43:00.000-07:00

Soo Nen Lin, I asked YuJie how to write your chinese name in class the other day. :p

Okay I'm not gonna write much, when I say that, I mean it.

A Random Note: I fall asleep on the sofa in her house real easy.

Thanks for always being here for me when I really needed someone to talk to. And bringing me out as a birthday gift was the best gift I had received this year. Okay, as I said. Enough said. Mushy card on your way lah.

We have too much in common, sometimes. Positive and Positive repel but somehow we go too good together. I'm so random.

<33

*vanwasere. (:

I Passed My Undang! & I'm Hungry Now.

2009-03-18T10:09:00.000-07:00

Yeap I studied all week for it and i got only a 43/50 cos i asked a girl for answers and the girl failed twice. How smart of me. Lesson learnt, DONT CHEAT!

Had a really hectic day, woke up at 5.45am cos my body clock isn't working so well. Got ready and then Mr Ng, my driving instructor called and said that the centre will only open at 12.30pm. So I procrastinated, tried to sleep again. Studied a lil more and waited till 12.30pm. Morning was gone just like that. Took the test with two other BU3 girls which i didn't get their names. One of em got 47 and the other one failed twice. To cut things short, i was quite unlucky to get a hard test but thank God i passed it. Only that matters. (:

Came home to take a quick shower and headed to Beeyen's, my fav tuition teacher :D for add maths. Took a test. I'm gonna flunk though. Came home to wash my face and rushed to Pn Zabariah's tuition at 7.30pm. Totally forgot bout it. Boring boring after that came home for CSI. Potong steam, i think this is gonna be the starting for the highlight case for this season. CSI alway put you in a condition when you get all suspense and they end the episode, leaving you hanging. This can be called, "STEAM POTONG instead of potong steam."

I almost forgot to blog this, SOONENLIN! My biee. :D You deserve a post on my blog lah next one.

Been listening to new bands lately, bands that i've never heard of. Listening to The Maine now. They're music's good. And this is one of the best songs ever. I can headbang to this song when I listen to it everytime.

My favourite hot friend is back from clean land! I know you missed me! :D

*vanwasere. (:

What Have I Been Doing Lately?

2009-03-16T22:03:00.001-07:00

From this... and Pn Suritha gave me a warning to cut my hair. To this. Just because the hair stylist did a mistake and she didn't know what is a mo-hawk. I'm going to Thomas and Guys to get my mo-hawk for my next hair cut already.I was inspired by Piet Mondrian. So i took our my colour pencils that i got as my birthday gift when i was standard 3,4 or 5? and started doing stuff.

Tadaaa! I'm not really good in arts lah, but I'm quite happy with the end result. "I'm not good in arts, that's why I'm in science stream. " a joke. Piet Mondrian, asian style. :p

I went for my undang lessons, thank God Foong Kar Mun was there too and she sat beside me all day. or not i'd be bored to death.

Found this picture. I had the worse eye bags ever that day when my bro left to Korea. I was up till 5.30am and i woke up at 6.30am to go to school. Didn't know it was tht bad till i got back from school.

My uncle, Ah Soon jiu jiu got his nokia 5800!I took a reflection on the window of my neighbour's car after LEO's orientation at school. Celine Boo made me all dirty by pouring flour all over me. Got her back by breaking a raw egg on her head.

Just finished my drum lessons with TeckYan's bro and when i looked down from my balcony, guess what these few kids are doing? They're learning how to Break and Skid to stop. The girl in green was the one teaching em. Future Rempits yo!

*vanwasere. (:

Fuyoh, KAMI!

2009-03-16T20:44:00.000-07:00

" Hidup ini memang palat, tapi esok masih ada. " totally agree with it.

You might ask me, " eyh, why you watching malaysian films? " To all the malaysians especially chinese one out there, why do you all think that malaysia films suck so badly? That is the question to ask yourself. I bet 90% of you all who said that haven't even try watching a film, show or movie produced by our local peeps around and made a conclusion that these kind of films suck big time.

Sam lend the DVD to me, yes he was the one that got me into more of the local scene that's happening around us. And i must admit, after watching this show, i became a lil more patriotic bout this country that i'm living in. He bought the whole series and movie, original to be more specific. haha! And i've never regretted watching this show.

The show related to me somehow, what's happening in my life. They're also (acting) as form 5's, facing their spm days and there's lots of things they face in life which most of us teenagers are facing now too especially in M'sia. I don't think many of us realise that we're even facing the problem of our own and we just live a life with no meaning at all at times. to read more bout the preview of the show, you should go to http://projekkami.com/

These 5 teenagers, Abu(Dragonred's turntablist and a local DJ, according to Sam), Ali, Sofie(the really hot one), Lynn and Adii are the main casts of this movie. It's a story of friendship, music and how 5 of em go through life together by supporting each other even though they face much conflict in life. The bes part of it are those indie bands in M'sia. I've never go against our local music scene before. It got me more pumped up to listen to more local music when Pop Shuvit really caught my attention since i was maybe, form 1? I used to watch lots of Hitz tv and they do put local bands MV. Bands like, seven collar T-shirt, Estrella, One buck short are pretty good themselves. Teenagers nowadays should watch this show to know more bout what's happening around lah really. So watch kay? You won't regret.

The best part of it is, the directors lives in the same road as me and my mom teaches their daughter tuition and her daughter comes to my apartment to play in the playground quite often. I've been playing in the basketball behind my house since i was like standard 3 and it appeared in one scene too. heh! Watch it and you'll know what's the story bout lah, NenLin will be the next one watching it! right right? :D

Friendship and music. That's life. (:

*vanwasere.indiemusicrocks! (:

Piet Mondrian is Love.

2009-03-08T20:06:00.000-07:00

Nike SB Piet Mondrian Size 8.5/9 is to die for.Steam Sial. Someone get these for me pretty pretty please? I was checking out pictures on flickr the other day, just random clicking then i clicked on this Tony dude, the one that bought a Flickrt pro account for kirsten i think? who has really nice pictures too. And he owns a pair of VANS Piet Mondrian. I don't think malaysia has this pair? *drools*

Decided to google up his name and check out some of his artwork.

I really really really really love this shirt. Wear this shirt, a black pants so that you'll focus more on the shirt, a checkered boxers, a pair of Nike SB Piet Mondrian with your hair spiked up... and there you have, A Masterpiece.

I think girls who are daring enough to wear these kind of stuff and manage to pull it off and not just wear the same ol' boring stuff everyday really have a sense of fashion. (:And here you go, Piet Mondrian. Itu dia. Simplicity is his art work.

*vanwasere. (:

Thanks. (:

2009-03-08T18:55:00.000-07:00

To all Mommy's, Daddy's and my friends that read my blog and am still reading. Thanks! Really appreciate what you've told my parents bout me and yeah, I'm doing great ere. Have the room all to myself and learning to be more independent in life. I really do appreciate my whole family more. I'm very sure that God is here for us, with us and in us. To check out more bout my bro, http://zacklim-inkorea.blogspot.com/. cheers!

*vanwasere. (: